Would you rather work at a workplace or work at home? ๐๐๐ซ
Would you rather work at a workplace or work at home? ๐๐๐ซ
2022-02-21 17:38:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Would you rather work at a workplace or work at home? ๐๐๐ซ
2022-02-21 17:38:53 +0000 UTC View PostHey, everyone! My team felt a little tired from the bullying of me and trying to fight all the negative people so I changed my name to maihero here. Thank you for your continued support and understanding of whatโs happened to me in the past. I have never done anything out of legit mal intent and Iโm sorry for expressing myself that day before having a chance to explain what happened. I didnโt say anything negative about any group of people and it was more of a, I need to honestly acknowledge my feelings and maybe even talk about what just happened to me and try to start a conversation. There is no justice or peace for me, either and it hurts to see it all and feel it. I get over 30 messages or comments a day calling me a racist monster and I just really canโt really take it anymore. I donโt want to be at the bottom tier of the social justice pyramid anymore and my existence needs to be acknowledged, too. It didnโt turn out how I thought it would and I had taken it down after my psych appointment to calm me and help me recover from what happened to me. I was assaulted that day and a complete mess because I didnโt even know his name and I was just walking outside. Thereโs no justice for me and I knew I didnโt have it in me to call the police and file charges cuz I know the system is unjust. I was left with pain, chaos, no support and years of bullying and harassment for trying to say Iโm tired from how Iโm seen and treated. as well as assaults and hate crimes committed against me and my family by other people of color. It hurts. I donโt know what to do as an Asian woman in this time period. I was really messed up for a long time and couldnโt leave the house. I donโt have any interests in making friends out of fear and have just started going outside again during normal hours after being a shut in for a very, very, very long time. Again. (I donโt look on social media like Facebook, Reddit or 4chan or wherever everyone is socializing and someone bigger than me taught me not to. Im happier this way. Also, that any promotion is good promotion. Iโm still setting myself up mentally to be strong for all of this. Thereโs just been too much and I donโt even trust myself to make decisions on who to talk to anymore. I was in college when I first started talking to the โfamous gamerโ and I have always regretted opening his dm since he leaked my content. Thereโs just too much Iโve been carrying in the past, too and Iโm ready to move on. Iโm still committed to staying single and pursuing my causes and dreams. Thanks to everyone who has been kind and supportive. Youโre strong and I continue because you keep me strong and nurture the humanity in me. I love you! Yes, I know I talk a lot. No, I donโt care. Xoxo ๐คฃโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ
2022-02-21 10:32:33 +0000 UTC View Postfinally found the Jade necklace I was supposed to send my twin sister!! YAYYYYY I saw it in the corner of one of my kind of see through bins where I keep my make up. The Room of Doom is justโฆ UGH!!! ๐คฃ I donโt even know where to begin. (I donโt know if you guys have rooms of doom but like my mind has just been in a bit of a mess. And this room is like exactly what my mind looks like rn. Thereโs a saying that your physical place is a reflection of whatโs going on in your mind and I agree with it wholeheartedly.) ๐๐คฃ๐ญโจ I asked other ppl how they were doing in tik tok with their mental health and some shared their honesty abojt struggling. It helped me not feel as alone. I love love loved it. Glad they expressed themselves so I can send love to them and also feel more comfortable myself about talking. Itโs Just always been super hard to be Asian and any part Chinese? And an Asian girl at that. Double lucky, Lol. ๐ Anyways, Free Tibet and the uyghurs and everywhere where it sucks. Boycott olympics. Idk, what Iโm saying sometimes. Donโt mind me. โญ๏ธ๐๐ซ Iโm getting stronger from seeing bad Asians sass online and lots of other confident, powerful characters! I love summoning my inner Trina and princess xena. Idk how to explain exactly how I feel. My mind travels pretty fast sometimes. ๐คฃI also just have trouble pulling myself away from the internet and doing the most in my head. Thereโs like a lot going on. Itโs like I WANT to be on Queer eye for the straight guy but i most definitely deserve to be on Hoarders. Does that make sense? ๐คฃ Chad says heโs going to help me with the room of doom. My father picked up the dogs I was dog sitting and Iโm gonna keep taking it one day at a time. Iโm very thankful and grateful for the help as I know I need it and itโs okay to ask for help and love. ๐๐ผ๐ฅฐ if you need to talk, please feel free to write out what you need and ship it to me. Get it off your shoulders. I love you. Everythingโs going to be okay. ๐
2022-02-19 10:33:58 +0000 UTC View PostDonโt you just love watching a girl change clothes?
2022-02-19 07:07:23 +0000 UTC View Postโฅ๏ธ๐๐น๐Ten men square dance. ๐ฅฐ follow and promote @cindymoon7 for me! โญ๏ธ๐๐บ๐ธ Just sent 10 keys to the homie folder! I love you and I hope you have fun reading my mind and promoting me. TRIBUTE 10 things to me whenever you have time. ๐ฅฐ 10 black heroes, 10 songs, 10 whatever. ๐ฅฐ Thank you for the love and promo from everyone. Might jump on stream for a little bit. Feeling great!
2022-02-19 05:57:51 +0000 UTC View PostYouโre mine, bitch. ๐น๐ฅฐ๐
2022-02-19 00:43:51 +0000 UTC View PostHey, hunny. ๐๐ธ๐๐ซ๐ What continent do you live in? ๐๐ธ๐๐ซ ๐ Jimmy Lai hk12 ๐ธ@cindymoon7 was here ๐ธ
2022-02-17 08:11:03 +0000 UTC View PostIf you look at my butt, I command that you promote me for an hour. ๐
2022-02-17 08:00:56 +0000 UTC View PostGetting Curious with Jonathon Van Hess episode Why is hair so major? Love it! Thank you, netflix. โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ
2022-02-17 05:37:24 +0000 UTC View PostI adore queer eye and anything anyone from queer eyeโs fab 5! Jonathon van Hess came out with a series on Netflix called Getting Curious with Jonathon Van Ness! This is season 1 episode 1! I adore his energy and I love learning from them. ๐ธ
2022-02-17 04:32:35 +0000 UTC View PostI got so annoyed by the cheap dudes that I had to be overgenerous to feel better. (Thatโs just how I work. ๐คฃ) sent the homie folder to 10 people who followed my instructions who replied with a peach and I saw they spent more than 20$. Donโt talk to me. I donโt want anyone getting too close to me. Donโt hit on me. Donโt ask me for anything. Iโm sooo ๐คฃ rn. I love you but Iโm pretty much a Barbie doll by now. Hope you know the rules! I love you! Gonna jump on stream in 5 minutes to stream getting curious with Jonathon van ness. I canโt get enough of anything Queer eye!!! ๐๐๐ I LOVE YOU! ๐คฃ
2022-02-17 03:42:27 +0000 UTC View Post๐ธPromote and worship your goddess. ๐ฅฐ๐ธโฅ๏ธ๐๐๐ @cindymoon7 @chibigoddess7
2022-02-17 02:53:46 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Wednesday! ๐ฅฐ Released a super boring 7 minute snap story today cuz I felt like it. ๐๐๐ Cooking some veggie pasta for dinner din. Watching Getting Curious with Jonathon Van Ness. ๐ฅฐ๐ธ Iโll be shipping out commands for any slaves who want to play my silly game. (Replace slaves with anything you want at any point. Party puppies, riot kittens, ghost punchers, Sony ponies, war hamsters, space cowboys, space mermaids, space cadets, w/e. I love you!) Dropped a hot video in the homie folder if anyone needs it for sheckles, inspiration, play or whatever. I love you!!!!)
2022-02-17 01:39:49 +0000 UTC View PostPut a smile on my face and start pushing p for me. ๐ February team Reading rainbows 1-10 Mike the situation 1 Mike the situation 2 Eva units 1-4 Anona mouse Apple daily 001-004 Mulan rouge Cindymoon007
2022-02-16 05:36:24 +0000 UTC View PostJust gonna bounce around the internet and relax today.๐ธ Figuring out more soohisticated or curated content to post on tik tok and tackling more of the room of doom. ๐ฅฐ I have about 40 more spots left on snap for free. โบ๏ธ๐๐ธ add JANEHONDA7 aaand or Maihero69. ๐ฅฐโฅ๏ธ๐ Thanks for everyoneโs patience with me. I barely know who im talking to anymore and im also okay with keeping it that way. 40 Chads and michaels in and I kinda just turn into a robot. Lol. Whatโs going on??? ๐คฃ Snaps again! Iโll send personally after I get a patreon set up. janehonda7, Maihero69, Mulan Rouge. Contact me at your own risk, Iโd rather just be appreciated quietly. Thank you!โบ๏ธ๐ธโฅ๏ธ๐ฆ๐๐ผ
2022-02-16 02:26:03 +0000 UTC View PostHey, everyone! Raising the prince tomorrow and then giving a big discount. Just a heads up.
2022-02-14 03:18:35 +0000 UTC View PostDo you guys have tik tok? I want to follow you! My progress has been great!
2022-02-13 18:23:36 +0000 UTC View PostAppleDaily69 Freedom of peach Hi, my name is Jimmy Lai and I am looking for my 12 happy kitties!
2022-02-12 07:59:51 +0000 UTC View PostLost another live while watching tv! Iโll show up again with lower volume. ๐ฅฐ๐ธ๐โฅ๏ธ Thanks for being so good and loyal to me. ๐ฅฐโฅ๏ธ๐น
2022-02-09 17:17:13 +0000 UTC View PostIโll be your hero if you be mine. ๐ฅฐ๐ฆ
2022-02-05 04:58:01 +0000 UTC View PostI believe in you, cutie. ๐น I had an intervention recently from giving away all my money again. Iโm not sure if anyone sees me for me and thatโs okay. I canโt take care of big world until little world is taken care of. I have trouble choosing realities to focus on and i fully admit that. Closing worlds in my mind that donโt serve me has helped a lot. Less internet and more me. Happy February! Letโs clean our rooms and tackle our rooms of doom, together. I love you! ๐ฅฐ๐บ๐ธ
2022-02-05 03:02:52 +0000 UTC View Post๐๐ฏHappy Friday, boyfriend. ๐๐น I love taking off my Victoria secret lingerie for you. Hereโs a few enchanting pics for your morning, my love. ๐นโจ
2022-02-04 17:34:20 +0000 UTC View PostHi, ๐๐๐๐ my NAME isSsS Jimmy Lai and I am looking for my 12 happy kitties!. ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฏโจ๐ฅณ๐ซ๐
2022-02-03 07:58:48 +0000 UTC View PostโจRelaxing and enjoying a taro milk tea like the empress I am. โจSee this foot? Guess what I want you to do with it.๐งโฅ๏ธ๐โก๏ธโก๏ธโก๏ธโ๐๐๐๐ฆถ
2022-02-03 03:58:02 +0000 UTC View PostWhat Iโm wearing today. ๐ Isnโt this Asian denim dress just the cutest on me?! ๐๐
2022-02-03 03:23:37 +0000 UTC View Post