This quarantine is getting old, right? I've been faithful to it and keeping busy on my own...with the help of my camera, toys, tit clamps, whatever else I can find around the house to help take care of my needs. I've been sharing that with you on this page, and I will continue to, and I've got some really hot stuff ahead. But remember when we could engage with each other, as much as we wanted? It wasn't that long ago, but it feels like forever. I'm not even talking sexually...just a hug or a handshake or a peck on the cheek, something that comes out of a moment of friendship or love. But then of course, there's sex. What I miss most of all beyond the fucking, sucking, fetish, and fluids is just being touched. Feeling a man's skin against mine. His hands roaming my body. His fingers touching me in places that produce a sensation I can't achieve by myself. The sweat. The pleasure. The tension and then the relaxation. The connection. Ah yes. How good it feels to just... "Touch."
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2020-06-13 15:22:03 +0000 UTC
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Hey Guys. I'm doing a live chat on Saturday June 20th at 5:00pm Pacific Time. Put it on your calendar and start thinking of what you'd like to ask me!
2020-06-12 18:57:59 +0000 UTC
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And now for something completely different. Warning...this is more clinical than sexy, but I'm posting it as a public service. It came out of a question I've gotten more than a few times, so take a look at this mini-webinar. And if you have any other questions that could be answered in a very informative way like this (wink), feel free to message me and ask. I'm here to help. Okay, class. You're registered, the teacher's ready, so don't be late for "Super Cumshot 101." And I wish I could give you all an oral test, but you'll just have to do the homework on your own. Enjoy!
2020-06-11 17:00:19 +0000 UTC
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This quickie video reminded me of the sound of raindrops; the pittypat when they hit the ground. You'll see what I mean in "Cockcentric: Sun-Shower."
2020-06-10 21:19:48 +0000 UTC
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Mirrors used to be such a turn on for me. From the days when I first learned how to masturbate and watched with wonder as my skinny self got off, to when I built up my body and couldn't believe that was me in the mirror, with muscles and a full-size cock that got rock hard the instant I saw it reflected back at me. I won't lie...I spent plenty of time in front of a mirror, flexing, jacking, shoving things up my ass, modeling cockrings and speedos and jock straps, thrusting my hips to rough-fuck fantasy bottoms, on my hands and knees moaning while getting plowed by imaginary ten inch cocks. The mirror opened up my sexual imagination and in a way, my ability to love myself in whatever state I was in physically. Obviously, I'm an exhibitionist. And yes, I'm a narcissist, but honestly...I barely look in mirrors these days, not even to check my hair or see if what I'm wearing looks ok. I consider myself a recovering narcissist (although I'm sure my critics would disagree), but I wanted to hearken back to those days in front of the full-length mirror to jack off for you. I found it wasn't so much the mirror image that turned me on...it was exposing this to all of you in front of the camera that got me off. Knowing you'll be watching these videos really excites me, so I thank you for providing me that stimulus. I also love the angles and the black and white of my backdrop here. All in all, I hope you enjoy "The Narcissist."
2020-06-09 15:04:39 +0000 UTC
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I have so much to say about this post. First off, it comes from a recent suggestion made to me by one of you lovely folks. He asked that since I do those "Cockcentric" videos, how about an "Asscentric" one? Well, I do listen, I aim to please, and I wanted to jump on it; however it needed to be more than just a parade of my butt. In reviewing my past and future videos for this, I realized that I'm filming and posting stuff that I never thought I would. Throwing my legs in the air and spreading my hole on camera?? Never! Jamais! Where is my dignity?? But it felt so good to do it, so deliciously slutty and provocative and arousing and very in the moment...and fun, goddamnit. This blog is about freedom, celebration, anti-body shame, anti-ageism, pro-sexuality and nudity, and if I censor or judge myself too much, I'm pretty much putting the kibosh on my mission. I'm getting more comfortable being more open...literally. I also noticed as I signed off on the final draft that it's a good balance of the more arty "cinematic" clips that are at the heart of why I started this and the rough, raw stuff that I know a lot of you want to see. Finally, I noted that so many of my "asscentric" moments are not just me showing off my ass, but me quietly begging to get it used. Filled up. That need that becomes almost maddening when it's denied for too long. I'm a very versatile guy, but you'd never know it if you followed this page. Alone and quarantining for way too long, Thank the Lordy for toys and hands and digits. I can't wait until it's safe and we're free to connect again. To fuck. Meanwhile, by request, here you go: "Asscentric: Hungry."
2020-06-07 16:32:17 +0000 UTC
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Although I've been able to socially distant shoot some really fun, beautiful stuff with Fae Films over the last couple of months...coming soon...I've needed to get better creating my own content. I didn't realize I had to be a cinematographer, editor, director, writer, etc, when I decided to post videos here. I needed to make sure that even though some of them are homemade, they'd be more than just turn on the camera and wank. I wanted them to have a point of view, but also to look as good as possible with my limited resources. So I've been playing around with lighting a lot. This video was just meant to be a test to see how clean I could make it and not wash myself out. And it turned out to be pretty much...turn on the camera and wank, or as a friend said to me, "It's pure amateur porn." Not my intention, and I wasn't going to post it, but what can you do? Much as I'd like it to be, everything can't be art or art/porn. Sometimes, it is what it is. When I got in front of the camera, I had already been edging for a while, so I was ready to pop the instant I started. I'm surprised I lasted as long as I did. So...Take One...Action! Here's my "Lighting Test."
2020-06-06 05:27:42 +0000 UTC
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I loved working with the photographer and rope bondage expert Thee Domasan. We did a bunch of bondage shoots together, including a live demo and an appearance tied up and hung on a wall in an infamous film by a provocative filmmaker. We shot solos, duos, and trios, and I got to shift between dom and submissive. Some were non-explicit, some were fully sexual. Always a good time. What I loved the most was when he would do this B&W effect with the vivid red ropes. So just for shits and giggles, I'm re-presenting those shots here. I think they look really nifty. We still keep in touch and he's a lovely man.
2020-06-04 15:47:53 +0000 UTC
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Here's another unused photo shoot from a couple of years ago with the terrific John Mar Photo. At the time, I didn't want to be seen penetrating anything so we buried these pics. Now? Obviously it's not an issue. And I have to say it felt reeeeaaaallly good to be "Fucking a Fleshjack."
2020-06-03 15:57:01 +0000 UTC
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In going through my files, I came across some photos by a wonderful photographer named Eric Raptosh that I never used, so I'm combining those with previously seen pics. I want to say they're from 2006 or so. He's wonderful. Enjoy!
2020-06-03 15:53:06 +0000 UTC
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When I do the quickie low-tech "Cockcentric" posts, I usually stick with one idea and run with it. This next one doesn't fit into that realm. I was going to do a "Cockcentric" focusing just on jacking my dick, nothing else. But I did not film the happy ending which felt kind of anti-climactic. So, I wanted to add a cum shot. I had two choices. Couldn't decide. You get both. The whole thing makes no sense. Oh well. :)
2020-06-02 16:08:18 +0000 UTC
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Another off the cuff message from your host...
2020-06-01 15:48:26 +0000 UTC
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A quick hi and a quick tour...
2020-05-30 22:56:37 +0000 UTC
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It's been a bit since I posted a "film." I know some of you would rather see the raw stuff and there will be plenty of that to come, I promise! But guys...I'm an artist and an actor in my other life and there are times I just want to tell a story using sex. So I hope you'll indulge me in this moment. This video was originally inspired by a Barbra Streisand song. Yes, a Barbra Streisand song. How gay is that? It's called "It's Up To You," and believe it or not, it is the ultimate bottom song...all about "wherever you go, baby, I will follow." I'm pretty sure that was not her intent, but my dirty mind started working overtime. So Fae Films and I started playing around to see what kind of story we could tell, and we came up with this: Husbands. Top Daddy and Bottom Boy. Together for years. The fire has gone out. What to do? It became a bit of a comedy and a bit of a fantasy all in one. Turns out of course we can't legally use the Streisand song as the soundtrack, and I'm sure Barbra wouldn't give us the go to have her warbling over our asses getting penetrated, but the inspiration is still there. It was tough to figure out how to replace the song because this was so specifically geared to the feel and the message of it. We adjusted. I hope you enjoy our little erotic film "It's Up To You."
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2020-05-30 15:57:49 +0000 UTC
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When I started shooting videos for this page, I wanted to make sure they all had some kind of point of view, some finesse, more "cinematic," if you will. The work I've done with Fae Films has been so much fun to shoot and I love his point of view, his lighting, the storytelling, all of it. Of course this pandemic has affected the amount of work we can do together (although I still have a bunch of stuff coming up with him). I've been shooting my own content, and I'm trying to make it fun and sexy and erotic and clever and raunchy, all of that... it's pretty low tech stuff, but I'm learning. However every so often, I'm just going to turn the camera on and see what happens, and once I do...no editing, no music, no attempts to glamorize myself, warts and all, no matter if the camera falls or how shitty the lighting is...lighting is everything, y'all...and just put it out there. It's real. I know, I know, some of you prefer that, but I really want to continue to explore both. So here's the first of the rough and raw videos. Me at my horniest with no one around. It was 4:30 am, and the only way I was going to get back to sleep was...well...watch what happened when I got "Restless in the Middle of the Night." Or as I thought of calling this: "The Kind of Video I Never Thought I'd Post."
2020-05-28 16:34:50 +0000 UTC
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Good Morning All....
2020-05-28 15:31:27 +0000 UTC
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You know I love my toys. See my earlier video "Toys." Now, a photo shoot....
"The Pain and Pleasure of Polymer Penetration"
Photos by Doug Walker https://www.modelmayhem.com/w3684
2020-05-26 16:17:52 +0000 UTC
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And now, a message from your host...
2020-05-26 16:09:55 +0000 UTC
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Hey all. Thought I'd try something different here. Along with my other stuff, I'm going to start experimenting a bit with fantasies and raw reality to see what you like and what you respond to...
Recently, I had to do an interview over Skype. Though it went well, it felt a little weird because I have also webcammed on Skype for fun and I couldn't get that out of my head while I was chatting with the interviewer. I half expected it to go a whole other direction which, of course, didn't happen. Totally legit, totally business. Well, if I was the boss, who knows? Maybe this would be how I'd conduct my "Skype Job Interview."
2020-05-25 05:09:51 +0000 UTC
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I have sleep issues. Don't get enough, wake up in the middle of the night, restless, mind wandering, thinking about the state of the world, the pandemic, finances, my work, my family, this blog...all of it. I try to read, maybe watch a little TV, listen to a podcast, and sometimes those work...mostly not. And eventually, my mind focuses on one thing, one thing that if I don't attend to it, I will never get back to sleep and I'll be a wreck in the morning. It's today's quickie "Cockcentric: 3AM."
2020-05-23 15:13:54 +0000 UTC
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And now, a word from your host...
2020-05-23 06:54:11 +0000 UTC
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The other day, I posted a collection of photos and videos from John at Real Men Real Life, which included a couple of short moments with Chris Matthews. After the fact, I found out there was actually more to it and I asked John to send me that clip. It's short, and as I said in the previous post, we didn't have time to shoot anything explicit because of our schedules. But enjoy this moment with Chris...I know I did.
Chris Matthews: @xxxchristianm
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2020-05-22 23:10:22 +0000 UTC
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I think you guys can tell that I enjoy tit play. My nipples are incredibly sensitive, and I love getting them worked, gently at first, but then, once I'm ready...twist, bite, chew, whatever. No mercy. And my nipples are definitely hardwired to my cock. One of my favorite memories was at an S&M club here in LA: I got tied to a St. Andrew's cross, blindfolded, and in front of the whole club, a leather dude worked my tits for what felt like hours. He never touched my cock, and I certainly couldn't. At one point, it became too much and I shot, hands free, and it was a pretty copious load (I think you kind of know me for that by now ). And then...the audience cheered. I've been a theater actor for a long time, but this was the most spontaneous and out of control moment I've ever had on a stage. It was really fun and definitely memorable. These days, I'm certainly not getting any play in quarantine, so I had a little session on my own. And I came across a little piece of equipment I haven't used in years, so I wanted to experience it on camera for you. No cross, no audience, no leather guy...just me playing with my "Tits."
2020-05-21 16:35:58 +0000 UTC
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Good Morning, guys. I just woke up, made my coffee, and thought I'd send a quickie hello to y'all. I put so much time into the videos and photo shoots I put together for you, and I thought, why don't I just turn the vid on and chat with you guys for a moment, and then slap it on the site. It's quick but I'll do more in the future, just to connect. And I'm still working on arranging a time for a live thingie. I want to try different things to make this site fun for all of us. So good morning, good day, good evening...wherever you are...and thank you so much for being a part of this experience with me. I so appreciate all of you. Take care and stay safe!
2020-05-20 15:20:49 +0000 UTC
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A while ago, I featured a video called "POV" which had my bottom filming me from his point of view. Here's the view from my top...and then some. This was my favorite video to shoot but also made me feel very vulnerable with that camera up my sizable nose while I'm getting worked over. And the filmmaker is a big fan of the mandalas, which is the art that is juxtaposed over the sex. They represent spirituality and the circle of life, very meditative and ritualistic. I love the 70s vibe they bring and how they mirror the sensations I'm feeling. So between the look of the film and how he uses my body, I hope you find it "Ravishing." (See what I did there?)
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2020-05-19 15:39:02 +0000 UTC
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Here's Part Two of my throwback shoot with the fantastic Jim Cox. It's just called "Portraits."
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2020-05-17 15:00:27 +0000 UTC
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This next vid started out as a "Bulge Play" situation, but I decided in the moment to turn it into an edge vid, and then I decided...well, you'll see. After I shot it, I looked at the footage and thought a) the lighting is way too hot and bright and b) that backdrop is way too wrinkled. I can be a bit of a control freak when I post these things and I like to have it right for you guys. I'm kind of mortified by these technical shortcomings, but in the end, it's not really about that, is it? In this instance, I decided to post it, technical warts and all. It's just me being me, dick in hand, putting on a show for you, no music, no tricks. And because the light is so unforgiving, I feel like I had "Nowhere to Hide." Have a great weekend!
2020-05-16 15:44:32 +0000 UTC
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I'm sure many of you know the work of John Orbit through his various sites under the name "Real Men Real Life." If you don't, he has cut out quite a popular niche for himself as an artist with a very strong vision of what he finds attractive, sexy, and desirable. His men are usually older, hairier, and have a very intoxicating air of masculinity. I was thrilled to pose for him years ago when he was developing that vision, and since then, I have shot with him twice. He's kind of a touchstone for me, to see how I've changed over the years but hopefully still fit into his mission to present hot, real men who aren't the typical gay nude models. As you know, I'm also determined to show another side to gay modeling and sexuality with my anti-body shame and anti-ageism missions, so it's always a pleasure to check in with John when he comes to town, as he did recently. Beyond shooting photos, he has started to capture the sessions with a few behind the scenes short videos. We were hoping to do a full duo shoot with his next model Christian Matthews, but due to traffic and other LA chazerai, we only had a five minute overlap before I had to get on to my meeting. It was fun while it lasted though, and who knows...maybe one day we can shoot a full on video, the three of us. I thought it would be fun to do a special tribute to John and his work with me, incorporating the photos and the video. So here you go, the results of "3 Shoots--Real Men Real Life."
2020-05-15 04:42:47 +0000 UTC
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I just found out that Los Angeles is set for another three months of "stay at home." I'm pretty good on my own. I can go a good long while without getting some touch and I have. But I had one of those days recently...cooped up for weeks, no end in sight, no possible way to engage...and it made me a little nuts. I was walking around my little apartment, half naked, semi-out of my head with the need to feel a man's touch, to kiss, to get his hole wet, to get mine ready for his cock, to use his ass, suck, fuck, get inside him, him inside me. Holy shit! It felt out of control. So I brought the camera out and here's kind of how it went...that day I felt "Crazy in Quarantine."
2020-05-13 04:40:14 +0000 UTC
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David Pevsner: "Biker Cop: On and Off Duty"
Throwback Photos by Jim Cox https://www.jimcox.net/index
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2020-05-11 17:11:38 +0000 UTC
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