I’ve been gaming for as long as I can remember.. it always f..
Added 2025-05-20 18:11:15 +0000 UTCI’ve been gaming for as long as I can remember.. it always felt like my safe space, especially when life got too overwhelming (；▽；) I’d just put on my headphones and disappear into another world.. where everything made a bit more sense.. just me and the screen >< it felt like home in a strange way, and no one could reach me there…
now I keep dreaming about creating that kind of space for others too.. not for fame or anything, but just for people like me.. who sometimes need a cozy little corner of the internet to breathe and feel okay.. maybe I could be that for someone like games were for me once.. it would mean so much (｡•︿•｡)
I don’t really tell anyone this, but lately I’ve been looking at secondhand PC setups in my free time.. just scrolling like a weirdo haha… imagining what kind of mic I’d get, how I’d decorate my desk, which figures I’d put there first… it probably sounds silly, but I love daydreaming about it :3
usually i go to a local gaming club to play stuff my laptop can’t handle.. it’s cold there and noisy and I always forget my headphones T_T but last night something kinda clicked? I was playing with my friend and she suddenly said: “imagine if we streamed this lol” and we laughed.. but then I couldn’t stop thinking about it… maybe I don’t wanna play in loud places anymore.. maybe I want to be home.. with you.. playing something calm.. just us… maybe one day.. (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)
p.s. did u know I collect figures? :3 they make me happy every time I look at them.. I tell u more sometime if u want (｡•‿•｡)
