Since everyone loves how real and honest I am I thought I wo..
Added 2023-10-06 19:30:06 +0000 UTCSince everyone loves how real and honest I am I thought I would share some thoughts with you about the Hotwife/ Bull thing. Sorry in advance if it's long. While I am currently talking with someone specific he is obviously excluded from this. Everything I am mentioning here is experiences from the past. A little about me; I would love to be a person who can separate feelings and sex but I simply can't. I do not have nearly as much fun on a one night stand as I can with a person that I have been talking with for a while. I have to feel some emotional connection and trust in some way to really let go and have fun. The bull pictured above was like that. We played for more than a year at least once a month before he moved away. Don't get me wrong I am not wanting more or to ever change things with my husband, who I love wirh every ounce of my soul. The reason why things are so difficult is that many of the guys I have spoken to are 100% "oh yeah, something ongoing would be great, baby."
Even after having talked for weeks. Then after we play once, and yes I am a woman I expect a little after care "that was great baby thank you I can't wait until next time." Instead they ghost me until the next time they are horny, which has been way longer than I would have thought. I understand the idea of this is casual but when we have regular conversations before we play and that all stops until you want some more it's pretty telling about that person. I have been hurt really deeply several times and it makes me feel like a piece of meat which sucks. Because of that it is at times difficult to find a guy to try and make more. I am sorry for the rant and being a needy woman but none of it should have been a surprise to any of these guys that I am mentioning. It was all discussed prior to and that was something that they wanted also with their assurance that they understood and they would be different. Just a few Hotwife thoughts and experiences. I know, not super sexy but it's where I am at and I thought you might understand better why I don't have a ton of different guys for content.
