Watching Family guy from the beginning and it’s hitting diff..
Added 2021-10-23 19:23:01 +0000 UTCWatching Family guy from the beginning and it’s hitting differently. I love American television. Gonna stretch, breathe, meditate and enjoy an iced coffee. ☺️ Sometimes, I lose my patience or mind when distractions disturb me. Most of the time I I love that I’m nobody. I’m safer and I get peace. The other thing that holds me down sometimes tho… is knowing that I have to be somebody to make a difference. As I am now, I know I’m not enough for the world. That’s hard and I don’t want to think about it. 😅 I’m just some ugly, weird, broke, dumb, unwanted loser at home who struggles to talk out loud. Lol. I don’t want to be smart if it means knowing how worthless the world sees me. I know if I was a white girl or a white guy…. America or Hk would have noticed me all these years. I followed the big voices, press, everything. I didn’t like the little scoffs I could see through the screens when I popped up. Quick excitement and then an unfollow or a ghost when they see I’m a sexy worker. Which was never my choice but I was doxxed and ripped of normal opportunist and life. Nen suck. I hate it here, sometimes. Lol.
