My life moves very fast despite looking like I have nothing going on. It keeps me quiet a lot in real life. Mentally, I feel stuck. I guess I’ve just been wanting to feel grounded and listened to, I think. I most definitely need a team. I can’t handle my social media anymore. Like my mind just stops. My feelings feel big a lot and it’s probably a mix of just how I am, what I allow in, how much I’m trying to mentally juggle by myself and how much I can actually process and deal with without having anyone to talk to. I wish I knew more people in real life that were doing better than me or know how o need Ed to be talked to. Don’t mind the messages. I went full psycho on him yesterday and it’s 100 times worse than him calling me a retard. Sorry, dude. I lost it. I need help. I suck. We’re both working on ourselves. Not attracted anymore. 😪😴🤷🏻♀️ Wishing you a wonderful day. I’m shutting in. 🧘🏻♀️🙈 Message me a cute or funny pic. 🍎