Just cuz I look like a basic bitch doesn’t mean I am one. Yo..
Added 2021-11-20 20:29:44 +0000 UTCJust cuz I look like a basic bitch doesn’t mean I am one. You’re the bitch for making me carry shit I don’t care for. I’m having one of those days where I wish I was a tall, white man or woman. Or black man or woman. Or Latinx person. Anything besides an Asian American girl. Any other image that would give me a more powerful voice and respect I need to make a difference. I shouldn’t have to fight so hard to be heard because of how I look. I’m tired of losing it every day and seeing my value in real life. I haven’t ever existed in real life and I don’t know how to explain how strange that is. There’s only so much lying to myself and pretending I have any power or impact I can take. I don’t want to be a nut job with anger issues online doing fem dom things. I never wanted that. That’s so much work and I’m so soft and nice in real life. I know my worth and value isn’t derived from other people. I know I’m supposed to feel valuable and beautiful by myself with self love. It doesn’t change the fact that I’d like to be told I’m smart, kind and beautiful in real life. It just feels good. Maybe in a few years if we make it that long. It’s hard to feel beautiful, valuable or good when I have no one acknowledging me or telling me I’m doing a good job. Going for a walk. Gang Gang and snowball say hi.
