Send me to the top 1% and I’ll stream. ☺️♥️ I’m tired of b..
Added 2021-11-21 02:06:45 +0000 UTCSend me to the top 1% and I’ll stream. ☺️♥️ I’m tired of being tired and mad. I’m going to say what’s on my mind and what my truth is and prioritize what I think is important. My existence isn’t for the convenience and satisfaction of others. I know my worth and I only have the time and energy to engage with a small circle of high quality individuals. and I don’t really want to take in any more dialogue or actions of others that dangerously perpetuate vicious and often violent cycles. I am a brown woman and I am not afraid to speak up for my brothers and sisters across the world every day. This is what I want to do. This is what I love to do. This is what I need to do. I don’t like what I see when I look at my conversations and interactions with Chad. Im still processing and trying to remove him from the story even if I don’t want to. I don’t want to deal with losers who can’t even understand how fucked up it is to go through my phone or to ask me to not protest for my own people. Like, are you serious??? Get the fuck out of here with that shit. I don’t want any more people who bring out the psycho around me. Sometimes I’ll spend literally 6 hours of my own time and energy going off on someone trauma bonding me with their inconsistencies and my own inexperience and naive/toxic dreamy notions. Im nuts for inviting it into my life and I feel incredibly stupid for my choices and actions and part of it. Idk. Itd be nice to have a few days of peace and gentle hugs. I feel like I’ve been out here doing the absolute fucking mostest. And I’m still being treated like I’m the bad guy online and in real life doing nothing??? 🥴 when I haven’t even had the ducking chance to talk. It’s ducking weird.
