maihero

I love seeing people express themselves. Good or bad. I th..

Added 2021-12-12 00:55:24 +0000 UTC

I love seeing people express themselves. Good or bad. I think it’s pretty important. Even if they’re “losing it” or saying things they don’t mean or seem crazy/nuts. It doesn’t have to be “good vibes only” for everyone and i love when people aren’t afraid to let it out or process it. We all say things we don’t mean because we are genuinely feeling tidal waves inside of us by ourselves. For me, ptsd and whatever experiences I had turn me into someone I’m not sometimes. Sometimes, I say things I don’t mean or react in scary ways because I feel pushed into a corner. As I am in this world, I feel like I get pushed into situations or perspectives I kinda never asked for that weren’t good for me in any way. This is where I feel I kind of have to bare my teeth to feel like I have more power or control over my life. I’m sorry to everyone I’ve hurt while I’ve been frustrated, depressed, scared, weak and confused. Thank you for your patience and generosity with me as well. I know I’m not always easy to take in. My friends are so strong. Thank you. I’m doing my best and I’m really inspired by some of my sisters across space like @maicocoa. She recently shared her struggles and sorries and that made it easier for me to try and come back as a normal human being. Im so glad to have sisters from other sisters. ⭐️👸🏻👸🏿The Mai Space Twins. 💫(identical) I’m thankful to have all sorts of inspiration and resources of good to shape me into the better person I know I can be and want to be. Even if I didn’t have the same set of spoons as other people, I can still sit at the same table and deserve to, along with all of my beautiful and strong sisters. I want to be stronger and I will be. I believe in me and all of my friends. None of my friends are weak. ⭐️💫⭐️👸🏻🌎👸🏼😍⭐️👸🏽🍎💫👸🏿💛Some of us have more to carry. I know this sounds random but I can’t rly be mad at women, Pent up emotions aren’t really good for anyone. Seeing how the world is for some people, I think it’s understandable and I never pay it any mind when horrible things are said when upset. I love all of you. 💛🌎