There’s juicier messages but I’m so pissed I want to throw m..

There’s juicier messages but I’m so pissed I want to throw my phone at the wall again. Maybe later in a single post so it’s like an album. I can’t help but write since I have no one to talk to. I feel like I can’t get out of this trashy tornado I was born in. I can’t talk to anyone in real life cuz I get baker acted every time. Or they’ll make a casual pit stop in my life and add damage, which I just will not take anymore. 😪😴🥱And they believe my parents every time. It sucks to get baker acted and jt sucks to have family that signs your name away on things you don’t even know about. ??? Can y’all just not??? Like please, fuck off and let me exist. Hell is bad enough here with not having real parents, you don’t need to make it worse. FUCK. I don’t deserve this bullshit. It’s fucking weird. Still packing and need to buy flight for Orlando so I can celebrate my bday with Disney. I really want to go to Disney world. know I should be detaching myself frlm this world but i don’t want to. Honestly. Watching beastars, the day I became a god, the time I reincarnated as a slime, some documentaries on Netflix and exploring the spaces of the internet have really shaped me to be this woken up. I’m getting more comfortable with what I know I need to do. Anyways, i dont really feel like getting baker acted right now and I most definitely don’t have the time to get baker acted right now… so I guess I’ll just keep… not talking. 🤣 I don’t need to wake up feeling like this. People see me as pawn and I know that I’m a queen. or at least a knight. I want to surround myself only with high quality people and best friends. I’m gonna keep working on myself so that they get what they deserve, too. I don’t feel like I’m at my best right now and I would love to be at my best. 🇺🇸🇯🇵🇲🇲✨ 🔋🚦🥡🥄0️⃣⚧🌐❇️✅🧋🫖🍪 (This is bullshkt. Im not crazy for being able to see and assess everything as is and for setting standards for myself. If they don’t prioritize me or treat me as well as their white girl friends then what the actual fuck do I need to entertain them for. Ugh. I can’t handle boys. I need a fuckkng man. Taking a few deep breaths, tackling some more work and making content. No more boys unless they’re good bois. My peoples men aint shit and it kinda seems the same way everywhere. I don’t want to think about men anymore. I’m bye-sexual now. ) Starting another game of simprov and pretending I’m just another basic bitch wearing Christmas things. I AM BEAUTIFUL. Even if I have no one telling it to me or making me feel that way. 🌐🇯🇵🇺🇸🇲🇲🇨🇳🇰🇵🇰🇷🧘🏻‍♀️New content coming today. 🌐I’m not letting low tier men around me anymore. I only talk to winners. 🥱😴🔋🫖⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🇺🇸✨✨