Tidying up so I can put up more holiday decorations. I found..
Added 2021-12-15 01:04:34 +0000 UTCTidying up so I can put up more holiday decorations. I found some more treasures for my sisters from the Room of Doom and I’m gonna keep working on it. One of God’s retrievers talked to me in real life today and guided me out of my storm. ⛈🐶🌈 Thank you for your light so can I work on brightening mine. I want to be a sweet person like I used to be. You’ve all caught me at a strange time at my life and I know it takes a person with a big heart to see me and accept me. So, thanks for not being a bitch and even if you are, that’s okay, too. You can be whatever you want to be and do whatever you want to do. You don’t have to like me, love me or care about me. 😆 for those that are still happy to chill 🎁and be here with me as I grow and try to guide myself through life… I am grateful for you. If I can listen to you about your struggles, I would love to return the favor. You and I are equally important. ☺️🌎🗺❤️🐈🐈⬛Thanks for being here with me. 🙏🏼☺️😚 I love you! Also, Took care of family and almost ready to put make up on for photos. I’ve been in weird panic mode I guess from feeling overwhelmed and out of control… while in a setting that isn’t giving me any control over my life. I’m gonna talk to my family and let them know I’m moving. I can forgive them all I want for things they’ve done in the past…but I can’t change how they were raised to conveniently see me. No matter how hard I want them to love me the way other people’s parents love them on holidays… I know they can’t. I’m apologizing to Chad and going for another run with my blankets on.
