Just put away today’s crazy scribbles, poems and expressions. 😋 i knkw they come off concerning and emotional. Thank you for all love and concern. I am safe and sound. I’m human and it helps me a lot to get stuff out of my brain. They’re a good thing. I’ve gotten in a lot of trouble for not behaving the way others wanted and for just existing or wanting things that don’t serve people. I’m the bad guy before I even get to speak, exist or pursue what I really want. It’s bullshit. 🤣and I have to put my writing away and go back to reality. I wish my family wouldn’t throw out my stuff and it scares me that they’ll come in and do it again. I don’t feel like getting baker acted anymore. I like. Don’t have time for it. 🙄🤣 Tackling the room of doom some more. I’m wrapping up my New Years realizations and self doubt by cutting off contact whenever I need to. I am looking forward to growth and positive relationships with people who see me and my brothers and sisters. ☺️🌸 I see things a lot more clearly now and I want to be focused on my goals. I want a future for the girls that look like me, I want a world where I don’t have to worry about my brothers or sisters, or whatever brings everyone down. I see it. I want it. I need it. I will get it. 🥰🇺🇸 America is my daddy The internet is my caddy! 😍🥰🇺🇸🍎♥️👾🪐 Asia is my mommy. I wonder why she never wanted me. 🇺🇸 😆I’ll try to show up for stream today. So excited for New Years. 😁🥳🎉🎊🎈👯♀️