So… update… I gave my brother 50 bucks for his birthday and ..
Added 2022-02-01 05:49:56 +0000 UTCSo… update… I gave my brother 50 bucks for his birthday and 4K out to strangers on the internet $200-600 each… only for all of the strangers I thought were my friends to look at me with resentment and ask for more. I can’t handle all of this by myself. It’s too much. I need people who can follow directions and not complain or make me break down with their responses. I really wish I was different and hope to change soon. I can’t handle myself by myself anymore. No ones looking out for me and I can’t take it anymore. 😂 I kind of wish I just gave it to my brother or saved it and didn’t talk to people. Leave me alone. I owe 20k in taxes and can’t cover rent. It’s like the tournaments I should have never thrown (the ones that cost me loads of money and yet I’m still being accused of making profit off of. 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴) . I’m exhausted. I’m done. I keep making awful decisions because I over care and over love and I’m tired of myself and other people. Fuck off. I’m the bad guy. I don’t want to be good anymore. See you, soon. 😂 Anyways. I need to earn $1000 cuz I’m late on rent. If you’re one of the good players, you will be getting a link still. Don’t fucking talk to me. I’ll be streaming later to ground me and smoking. I can’t handle being here anymore… again. Fuck you. Pay me. 😂
