Jumping on in 20! I also should have never paid the jeweler ..
Added 2022-02-01 06:23:07 +0000 UTCJumping on in 20! I also should have never paid the jeweler as much as I did and it kills me that I did and finding out he was married. I don’t think I’ll ever heal from that and I’m working on forgiving myself. Looking back, I see the red flags. Life is weird. I don’t think I’d be getting into as much trouble as I have been if I had a big brother or big sister to talk to/look out after me. I’m thankful I’m not one of the unlucky, unloved dumb bitches that got sucked into isis or another marriage but it’s still weird and scary in my head with everything I’ve been taking in. I don’t want to hit rock bottom again by allowing any more people in. I’m excited for tennis tomorrow. Charging my phone and eating dinner of broccoli and cauliflower. Then jumping on to stream tennis YouTube videos or prince of tennis. 💖
