Chad Thundercock and I fought a lot but at least he wasn’t married. 😅🤣 I’ve talked to less than 10 people the past 7 years and he’s helped me more than most people. I’m being thankful and thoughtful and I let him know I appreciate how mature he was for being big enough to kinda date a sexy worker. I have to remind myself sometimes that other people are the main protagonists in their movies as well and that they don’t have to help me and that doesn’t make them the bad guy. It would be helpful tho and help ease the numbers I’ve sent him. I’m gonna ask him if I can borrow him as ken doll and see if he comes around. Keeping circle extremely small for my mental health and maybe growing it in the future. There’s ups and downs in all connections and I’m focusing on being more kind, open and adventurous from now on. 🔐