My roommate wasn’t all bad. I am not completely innocent in ..
Added 2023-03-31 22:51:41 +0000 UTCMy roommate wasn’t all bad. I am not completely innocent in my actions by not telling him I started developing a crush for someone else. That’s enough to drive someone extra nuts. I don’t think it’s any of his business but if he says he cares and it hurt him, then I have to accept that. If he started changing, doing more and crying in front of me then I can’t deny that he somewhat cares. He’s offered to do more and change his tone. He’s brought me food when I couldn’t leave the house, visited me when no one else did and helped me clean and organize a lot even if it wasn’t how I wanted it. Am I a brat or a villain? Maybe, I’m the problem. Where do I go from here? I’m having trouble figuring out if he is the bad guy, if I’m the bad guy for villainizing someone who might love me or if we’re both just dumbasses with insecurity and communication issues. I’m cleaning and taking the time to sort my thoughts and emotions. I’m not sorry for my emotions but I am sorry for only talking about the bad he’s done because I was so affected by it. I’d like to come out of my challenging chapters with people amicably and write a happy ending for all of us. I am thankful and grateful for the help he has given me in the past.
