I just want my clingy annoying exes to stop talking to me wh..

I just want my clingy annoying exes to stop talking to me while I’m trying to make enough to relax. I am messy. I needed to dig out Christmas decor from the back of the storage unit and get home in time to stream. I left it messy cuz I’m small and it’s a lot. It was more important for me to try and get home to make $500 than put everything back and keep it clean. It was a lot of stuff and I didn’t have the strength or time to stack and organize and answer my messages, put on make up/get in the mood to stream and manage several social media at the same time. What part of I can’t do everything all at once don’t you fuckinf ynderstand????? I would have had to chose streaming or putting things back how I found them. I had to choose. It wouldn’t kxll him to help me stay on top of things. I already know it’s my fault, I’m trying to talk to 20,000 people every day and now you need to send me 30 texts trying to tell me I never take responsibility or accountability for my actions while I am absolutely drowning in a million tasks that you always have a problem with helping me with. Just shut the fuck up and stay out of my life. I’m so so so so tired of him complaining while he doesn’t even promote me, help me make content, or give me enough peace so I can make better comment or take me out to the movies. I haven’t had an orgasm with him in years. Just get the fuck out of my life already. Doing all of this used to be so easy and he’s just draining the life out of me. Just please get out of my life if you’re not going to be my peace. It’s bad enough I don’t make the money I used to and I got so much sloppier after he showed up and I got so much more ???? Mentally ill, I lost all my social media. I need more than someone who complains about helping me while I’m trying to focus on answering messages and edit photos and give life on several social media accounts all by myself. How are you this destructive and stupid. Let me fucking focus on my job already. I need someone who looks at me and all of this like, oh? She’s a little fussy and messy. I can handle that. This is easy. I can help an hour to get that Christmas sweater you love so much from the bottom box of the storage unit while you try to bring home $1000 a night. You get your make up on, I’ll get the Christmas decor. Why are you making it seem like helping and loving me is a nightmare? If it’s so hard for you then go find someone who make 1k a month and go get taken care of by them while I try and make 6 figures a year so I can one day afford a family and a home with someone who will be worth it and my peace.