I will confess. I jerk off while I work on this blog. While ..

I will confess. I jerk off while I work on this blog. While I'm editing my videos and pics and curating my posts, I am naked and stroking and edging. It's not so much that I get aroused by my own image...it's more that I'm putting so much blatant sexuality out there (visuals and prose) for your enjoyment that excites me and inspires me to keep going. I almost can't believe I have this page, because for years, I was so concerned about "crossing the line" into videos after so many years just doing photos, and though I'm still keeping our little community here tight, I'm venturing into more public expressions. More on that later. But here's the thing...I've spent most of my life in conflict as many of us have. The nice Jewish boy who plays doctors on TV with the sex pig/exhibitionist. I didn't think they could publicly co-exist in a world that saves such destructive criticism for sex workers, for people who are brave enough to put their sexuality at the forefront, rather than stuff it into a corner of their psyche, outright doing what everyone does in their bedroom but with no shame. In one sense, we celebrate them and in another, we disdain them because of how porn and eroticism can be demonized in society. And of course, it's meant to be entertainment, and there are the zillions of people watching erotic stuff at home to relax, to stimulate, or as a substitute for actual sex, which in this pandemic/quarantine time, has been a godsend. Back in the day, guys would go to dark porn theaters, hiding their faces, to jerk off watching XXX films (and sometimes engage in sex acts on the sly with other theatregoers) and that's all we had. Now, even though you don't have to leave your couch to watch stuff, there can still be that shame about what you're watching, if anyone found out or walked in on you, or that you're spending time away from other life concerns staring at buttfucking on the computer. Relax, guys. We all do it. Bate with pride. Whether it's watching my stuff or anyone else's, enjoy. Feel free. Whip it out, stroke it, put on some tit clamps, shove a butt plug up your ass, whatever turns you on while watching us jack-off, suck, fuck, talk dirty, play with toys, do WS, whatever...try to indulge without the guilt. We need these distractions from the shit show that life can be sometimes, so kudos and thanks to all the folks who provide these distractions and as long as it doesn't become an addiction, everything in moderation, have at it. Doctor's Orders. I have so much to say on this subject, but for now, here's a quickie moment that inspired me to write this. No title, no editing, just wanting to get off for you after a day's work. Love to all. Stay healthy and sane. Lots more to come.