

This photo is from the very first duo shoot I ever did, shot by Jay Jorgensen. Jay asked a friend if we could use his house...it was stunning. This is me waiting for the other model to show up. Jay told me he thought we'd make a good pair...it was kind of a blind date because though the other guy had seen my photo, I hadn't seen his. When he showed up, we all said our niceties, but his "niceties" were not so nice...he was kind of cold to me. As he went to get out of his clothes, Jay looked at me like "Hot, huh?" I gave him an icy glare. Not only did the guy show no interest but he wasn't exactly my type (at the time). I was very picky back then, irrationally so. I was hoping to work with someone swarthier...he was kind of pasty... and maybe more built as he wasn't a muscle guy at all. But that was me being judg-y and awful (and believe me, I've changed!). However when we started shooting, the other model took control and was so fucking sensual and dominant and just...sexy...and boy, did that turn my brain around. We played all over the house, sucking his cock while I was on my knees on the staircase, getting my ass fingered in the bedroom, rubbing his cock against my hole in the backyard, kissing in the kitchen, him sucking my dick and jacking me off whenever he could grab it. It was a really hot afternoon, and I wanted so badly for him to fuck me. He said he had a boyfriend and that was the one thing they agreed he couldn't do. I was disappointed, but only for a moment because this had been an awesome time. When I saw the photos, I was floored...Jay captured the passion and sexual chemistry that we had and they were fantastic. What he didn't capture, though, was a model release from the other guy because the boyfriend changed his mind and wouldn't let them be used. And that's why you're not seeing them here. I had them with the guy's face cropped out on my old Tumblr blog by Jay's permission. I'll see if there's another way I can get them out there again. I think they're really sexy. And by the way, I've come a long way from that overly particular man I was. I see beauty in all bodies now, but what's most important to me is the person within the body. Sexy has taken on a whole new meaning to me over the years. And as you'll hopefully read in my upcoming book "Damn Shame," you'll see that my journey to that is quite the story. Have a great day, one and all.