Hi!! I guess this is a coming out video?!š¤ The past couple m..
Added 2022-08-07 20:26:41 +0000 UTCHi!! I guess this is a coming out video?!š¤ The past couple months Iāve been diving deep and learning a lot about myself. Iāve come to figure out that I am š¤Greysexualš¤ also known as Grey Asexual, Grey-Ace, and Grace. I would love to share what I know with everyone, incase it helps anyone out there, also just so you can know me better! Warning, itās a lot. . . āGreysexuality is a sexual orientation and an an umbrella term that encompasses different asexual identities. A person who is greysexual typically experiences limited sexual attraction to others. Grey falls between an asexual identity (no sexual attraction) and those who identify as allosexual (sexual attraction) (what most of society would call ānormalā but itās harmful to call allosexual normal, because all sexualities are normal). However, everyoneās experience of greysexuality varies drastically.ā . . The way I experience my greysexuality can be confusing and frustrating at times. Often times I feel asexual, sometimes I feel demisexual, I actually thought I *was* demi for a months until I did more research. Sometimes I feel sex repulsed. On rarer occasions (one a week-month) I feel allosexual. Sometimes these shifts are sudden and can even be during intimacy, which causes me anxiety and disassociation. Other times the shifts and longer and less disruptive. . . Being an adult content creator, Iām sure some of you might wonder how I navigate that. When Iām feeling more asexual, I still experience something called aesthetic attraction. I can still enjoy creating content with myself, and others even, if I enjoy what we are making aesthetically. I also like creating content in bursts. If Iām feeling sexual one day, Iāll create as much content as I can to use when Iām feeling more asexual. Spicy streaming only once a week helps too, that seems to be my limit. :) . . Anyway, thereās so much more I could say but I think thatās good for now. If you read this far, thank you, I appreciate you! If you have any questions feel free to ask me, Iāll try my best to answer š
