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2024-04-20 15:14:23 +0000 UTC View PostJust a quick little video to start your weekend off š Hope you have a great day, catch up with you all later š
2024-04-20 15:14:23 +0000 UTC View PostMy asshole will be used as a sperm collection facility today. Looking forward to that. Got my medium-sized butt plug in right now. Iāll be putting the large one in in about an hour. No need to use the extra large ass plug as Ryan will feel loose with just the Large plug. His dick isnāt all that big. I used to say 6 inches. It ended up being 5 ½ when I measured it. It was 7 ½ when he measured it. I had to school him on how to measure a cock. You donāt measure from underneath to the edge of your balls. Now he knows. I think he always knew but didnāt want to admit it. I couldn't care less how big his dick is. Iām not fucking him for dick size. Iām fucking him because I like him and he makes me cum.
When Iām feeling 100 percent from the aftermath of my surgery, I will let David destroy my asshole. I have committed myself to practicing for that day. I have been stuffing ass plugs in when I pump my clit. Which is twice daily. I canāt get past the image of him stretching my butthole to epic proportions. I will get pics and hopefully videos of the widening. I want my hole to be so stretched it stays open as if it was turned into a cock tunnel. My extra-large plug isnāt as fat as Davids's dick. Not really even close. But I can get the head of my giant dildo in my ass after I use it. I measured the head; itās 3 inches long and 8 inches around. Itās big, and I stay open like a tunnel for a few minutes, but thatās it. Itās an odd sensation. Itās not uncomfortable afterwards but it mentally makes me feel like I have been used like a sex toy. I like feeling like that. My goal is to get all of Davidās dick inside of me and have him cum and then get a video and some pics of his sperm pooling around inside of my tunneled-out asshole. Just the thought will freak some of you out. But the thought for me makes me want to go and start stretching with my butt plugs like now, which is what Iām going to do.
I did go out in the Jeep. I did have a few wardrobe malfunctions along the way, but I expected that. It got to the point I didnāt even notice it anymore. I am one whacked-out granny driving around in a jacked-up Jeep with her tits hanging out half the time. Worse yet, I like driving around with my tits hanging out. Apparently, so do a few of you. The honks let me know youāre looking! I do love an audience.
Some chick said Iām too old to keep doing my Onlyfans. She also doesnāt like my X posts. This supports why I donāt do DMās all that much on X/Twitter anymore. I should have just ignored her, but Iām tired of these entitled shit heels with whacked-out thought-processing abilities. I replied if Iām too old, youāre too fat. That didnāt go over well. Apparently, itās okay to tell me Iām too old, but itās not okay for me to say sheās too fat. I didnāt see that rule when I signed up for Twitter way back when. My bad. I need to stay out of these things. But itās getting harder every day to keep my mouth shut, though. I wish there were a dick to stuff it so I would be quiet.
As some of you know, there was a time I could be found on the websites for private, up-close, and personal good times. Those days are long over, and though I get a lot of requests to reconsider, itās not going to happen. I have been retired from that for three years now. I did that for 21 wonderful years. I miss it. Quite a bit. But itās over now. Traveling with COVID going on became so insane and chaotic that I figured it was time to call it a career. I do miss the people, though. I talk with them regularly to this day. So why donāt I get back into it? Because itās like a drug. Do it once, and I wonāt be able to stop, and I have way too many things going on for that to happen. Those 21 years were amazing, though. I saw the country, met some of the greatest people, fucked them more times than I can count, and still hang out with more than a few of them. The only thing I would change in my life if I could go back in time is I would have started 15 yrs earlierā¦including my porn career. I would have had more time to enjoy both careers. Would of, should of, could ofā¦it is what it is. Iām just glad I was able to enjoy the 21 years I did get. I knowā¦21 years of dick is a lot of dick. But starting 15 years earlierā¦think how much dick that would have been.
Several people commented on my sex drive. I agree itās quite robust, to say the least. I told someone this morning it annoys some people and I was seriousā¦it actually does. I like to carry on perverted conversations when I fuck. I talk about my fantasies, of which there are many. I like it when they at least seem to be interested in them. So much so that I donāt want it to end. So I keep myself from cumming to extend the session to keep it going as long as I can. Itās selfish. I know that. Sometimes I will have a guy's dick in me well beyond an hour. I can see them getting worn out and frustrated from not cumming. Then, after I had a mind-blowing orgasm from all the build-up, it gets worse for them. I like to take my time making them cum. I enjoy all the things I can do to their dick to make them look like they are having a seizure. So so I spend half an hour or more just doing whatever I want to their dick, but back off the second, I think they will blow sperm. When I have had my fill of their dick, I finish them off. They are always fine with it at the end, but I have been told, āI donāt want to fuck for hours,ā when I ask them to slip it inside of me the next time around. Plus, some guys are just not interested in playing along with me and my fantasies. It weirds them out. They simply donāt like talking about sex fantasies with anyone. I completely understand, but I avoid those guys as much as possible.
Another question was, Am I married, which most of you know is yes. Also, am I a swinger? To which the honest answer is no though I participate now and then in house parties thrown by swingers. My husband, Scott, nor any of my guys on the side, are swingers. Iām not into trading partners. Iām fine if any one of them wants to fuck another chick, and Iāll even watch and participate if they want me to. Butā¦itās not really my thing. I would rather hear the details than see them. That way, I get to incorporate my own mental picture the way I want to see it instead of how it actually was, which wonāt be nearly as exciting. I donāt need a partner to āswingā with. I prefer to go solo in my sex endeavors when it cums to fucking. Itās just better sex for me. I donāt like my husband or anyone else knowing Iām getting my insides rearranged by another man. Thatās my business. Iāll tell him later if I feel like it. One-on-one sex is my thing if I have my choice. Though having a cuck in the room now and then is a definite runner-up. Iām not saying now and then I donāt enjoy a good blowbang or having more than a few guys use my holes as a cum dumpster. I do. Itās just so very hard to set up and be successful at it unless itās a porn video, and as I said in the past, sex isnāt all that in porn videos, no matter how good itās made to look. One thing I would love to do is a glory hole. Maybe 10 dicks would be a good number. It might take a while, but I think about that a lot. The problem is, where am I going to find 10 hard dicks sticking through a hole in the wall other than porn? They should install glory holes in all the massage parlors. Iād work there if they did.
Just did some new pics. I think they look good. Make my clit look nice and "testosterone bloated," as someone just said. I like that bloated clit look. I need to bloat it some more. See about doing that today.
2024-04-16 14:06:12 +0000 UTC View PostEver look at porn and thinkā¦āI want to do that.ā Even if itās something you may not have wanted to do before. Sometimes the chicks in porn, and occasionally the guys in porn, make it look so delicious. I saw a chick make her butt hole open up so perfectly big and round with an amazing black hole you could drop a massive dick inside with no problem. I am normally not the one who likes her butt being trashed like that, but after watching herā¦I want to annihilate my asshole into a giant hole to be used freely as a sperm dump. I have no idea how she did it because she only showed herself winking at me with her perfectly gaped asshole. But something big was in there. Andā¦itās making me want to be used like an anal fuck toy filled with cum and left leaking jizz because itās too wide to close back up. Yes, I know. I get off on being used. So what. I know it bothers some people. They say things like, āDonāt you have any self-respect?ā I have tons of it. I also have a big sexual appetite, and letting a 23-year-old use my body like a lump of sex holes while I blabber brainlessly because he pumped me stupid is part of that appetite. I get off on using guys as fuck toys as well. I had a dick in Ryans's mouth not so long ago for no other reason than seeing his utter humiliation for my own personal pleasure. I donāt mind switching it up and being the one reduced to nothing more than a hole to put cum in. Just the thought of it makes me tingle. The thought of getting my asshole stretched to superhuman proportions and left that way for good is very enticing at the moment. That may change. But for right now, Iām thinking about finding the biggest toy I can and getting work on turning my butthole into a dick garage.
2024-04-16 12:53:28 +0000 UTC View PostJust a bit of an afternoon clit for you šš¦š Hope you're all having an awesome day !š
2024-04-15 20:03:44 +0000 UTC View PostWhy? Because Iām a wife, a mother, a 57-year-old woman, and Iām letting a 23-year-old man remove my panties, bend me over, slip his cock into my guts, and fucking me brain dead, and then empty his seed into my pussy. Being used like that and left dripping sperm from a 23-year-old is sexually exhilarating and addictive. I especially liked getting fucked by Connor when he was 19 and then talking with his grandparents while their grandsonās sperm was still swimming around in my belly, trying to plant a baby inside of me. I went out of my way to make that happen, much to Connors's dismay. So, itās the mental thrill and the need to feel wildly inappropriate that makes me want to get pumped by guys 30-plus years my junior. Thatās the answer to the question of why I like to fuck younger men.
I do love fucking younger men. I also love fucking men my age and everything in between. It all depends on the situation at the time. There is no set rhyme or reason when it comes to whether I will fuck older or younger.
Woke up to several replies on X that I needed to find God. Look, religious freedom is important. I honestly believe and support that. I donāt do religion. In fact, if I ever were to find myself in front of whatever version of the maker himself you happen to believe inā¦I have a long laundry list of complaints I want to go over while Iām there. I donāt go for all this free-will crap. The guy who loses his mind, turns his car into a bomb, and then drives into a mall isnāt a result of free will or Satanic influence. Itās a manufacturing defect. One that needs to be adressed with a class action lawsuit served on the Pope. I donāt go for Satan, either. We never hear from Satan. Why is that? Could it be he is a stand-up guy and may just be taking the high road and is just too polite to talk ill of his family up above? We will never know. But so you know, I am pro-religion when it comes to personal preferences. Knock yourself out. Just so long as it isnāt pushed aggressively or violently upon anyone else. I donāt need a higher power to do the right thing. Some folks do and Iām good with that.
I fingered myself this morning. I was successful in finishing the job. It was a decent orgasm, but Iāll admit it. It was kind of a bit painful. I guess the tensing up riled things up a bit. So, Iāll try again tomorrow and see how that works out.
Donāt read this if you donāt want to fall asleep. I have warned you.
Went to sit with a few content creators wanting to do girl-girl with me last night. I said no. I got the look of death from both of them. It got super awkward from there. They got up to leave, and the bill wasnāt paid. I reminded them of that. One of them through $40 down and left. Their portion of the bill was only $21. The waitress got a good tip. Honestly, Iām picky about my women. Iām too old to be banging chubby chicks for ācontent.ā Most importantly, I donāt work with āgay for payā women. They were admittedly just that. I hate that shit. I asked them if they had ever spent time fucking each other off camera, and they said no, that they werenāt gay and they both had boyfriends. If they havenāt spent time in another woman's bed for no other reason than they were totally into the other chick, then, in my opinion, they have no reason to be doing girl-girl porn. I lived with another girl as a couple for 3 months 20 years ago before being a lesbian was cool. She ended up being nuts but these things happen. I can count a total of five women I have lived as a couple with during my lifetime. Maybe thatās why gay-for-pay with women bothers me.
I thought about finding a hot gay chick and making a porn series. The thing is, for guys, actual gay women having realistic lesbian sex isnāt all that visually exciting. Girl-on-girl porn is typically vastly unrealistic but is geared up to solve the visually unexciting problem. In most of my lesbian relationships, there has been a lot of getting fingered and use of vibrating toys. And yes, we tasted each other often. I canāt remember ever using a strap-on. Why would we? If we wanted a dick in us, we would get a guy and let him slip it in. And sometimes, with a couple of the girls, we did. But the point of this long-winded explanation is that we were actually very much into each other as partners/lovers. As in actual feelings. Why am I not with a hot MILF right now, you ask? The big issue is I like dick in a big way. I always gravitate back to it. Be it big or small, I need dick. Not fake plastic dicks attached to a crappy harness that does weird things and falls apart constantly. Guys happen to have real dicks. So, I pretty much gave up on women for that reason. Plus, guys are much easier to get along with. Iāll leave it at that.
My next reason is simply this, and this will rile a few of you. I donāt like chubby, out-of-shape women as sexual partners. Call me whatever woke version of an awful person I may fit into, but it is what it is. Worse yet, I donāt really care about body appearance in men, so Iām not an equal-opportunity body discriminator. Davidās belly probably gets in the way of him being able to see his dick, even as big as his cock is. I quit noticing his expansive wasteline the second he made me laugh. Rob and Ryan are both in phenomenal shape. Iād fuck David over either one 7 days a week, 24/7. Women donāt have that luxury with me, especially if they are gay-for-pay content creators. Why did I go to meat with them? They looked good in their pics. Even their obviously over-edited IG videos looked good. But up close and in personā¦not so much. I want to get some girl-on-girl stuff, but I have to be into the chicks Iām about to stick my tongue into. If Iām going to fuck someone without a dick, they need to be somewhat fit and trim. I donāt even care so much about looks. Suppose a woman has a good body but isnāt typecast into the norm of what is considered attractive. Who gives a shit about how her face looks. It's not her face I want to lick, and I canāt see her face when sheās licking me. I donāt have much of a facial attraction to people anyway. Guys included. Body is my first notice, personality is second, then maybe I look at the face as a factor, but even then, not much weight is given to that. More guys have pumped sperm into me simply because I like them as a person. It wasnāt looks, it wasnāt pick-up lines, it was just being able to hold a conversation with me. Neither of these two women was much in the department of conversation, so that didnāt help either. The end. Sorry for boring you. Iām basically just thinking out loud here so donāt pay much attention to it.
So that you know, I'll be back to making videos this upcoming week. I need another day or two to get things all good to go. Don't want to blow myself out and have to do the surgery thing all over again.
2024-04-14 00:06:01 +0000 UTC View PostI spent just a little over an hour and a half with Rob's dick in my hand. I could have gone on for another hour and a half, but Rob broke down and begged me to take him over the edge and let his balls empty. I mean, he begged me. I thought he might cry. I had the best time. I really did. We used wrist restraints looped around the back of a chair so he couldnāt touch himself. That was my idea. In the past, he has lost control and grabbed onto his dick and finished himself. I made the head of his dick a deep purple that I have never seen before, and Rob has a white dickā¦I mean, like really white, but the head of it was such a dark purple I had to wonder if I was hurting his wonderful cock. I long stroked it for him and then just let go the second I thought he was getting close and his dick would dance around. About halfway through, I noticed his balls were moving around like they were having a cramp when I let go. The more I teased his dick, the more they squished around inside of his ball sac. It was amazing to watch. He had no control over them. They just moved around in random ways and independently. When I grabbed them with my hand, they didnāt stop. It was such a pussy drenching experience to feel his testicles dancing around in my palm. Then I went back to work on the head of his dick with my fingers. When I rub the underside of the head where it forms a āv,ā he loses his mind. When I grab his shaft and pull the skin tight, then rub the palm of my hand in a circular motion over the head of his dick, he becomes insane. His breathing was so hard it was like he just finished a marathon at full speed. I made him tell me he would leave his wife for me. He said he would. I made him tell me he loved me more than his wife. He said he did. Then I told him she could have him that I wasnāt interested. I made him tell me he understood that David was a superior man because his dick was bigger. That was the hardest thing for Rob. He couldnāt do it. Until I said we were through, he would have to get himself off. He broke down and told me he understood he was inferior to David because Davidās dick was bigger. I continued my stroking and stopping. Time after time. When Rob reached a point of basically blubbering and acting brain-dead, I figured it was time to let him release. Which ended up being the best part of the entire day. Hell, it was the best part of my entire month so far. I got him to the edge, stopped, then lightly tickled the underside of his cock, watching the head get even more of a dark purple until his sperm drooled out. Which wasnāt all that exciting, to be honest. Kind of disappointing. But his body stayed locked and tense. His face was locked in the most stupid of ways, and then a long rope of jizz erupted and landed on his shoulder. Then another long rope, and another, and another, and so on. Then it stopped. It was a huge cum dump. But it wasnāt over. Nothing happened; his cock jerked around, but nothing came out. He still had that dazed and confused look on his face, and he sat there for another 20 seconds with his cock twitching around, and then his cock started pumping more cum. Not just a little. It wasnāt flying ropes but pouring streams. It just kept going. It was bigger than any load Connor ever gave me, and up to this point in my life, Connor had the most amazing cum shots ever. But it wasnāt comparable to Robās cum explosion today. How I wish he had pumped that load in my ass. To feel that amount of nut flowing into my guts would be unbelievable. When I thought he was done, I grabbed his cock to suck it so I could get a taste, but he jerked around in his chair so hard I let go. He begged me not to touch his cock because it was overly sensitive. Go figure. Most guys love it when I suck their cock empty of post-drip jizz. I like doing it. But that didnāt happen today. He sat in the chair, covered in his own cum, trying to get his breath back. Then he asked me if I meant it. I asked if I meant what? If I wanted him to leave his wife for me. That made me laugh. I told him no. He seemed disappointed. I remember when I was the one who would get disappointed when he would just fuck me stupid and then leave. How the tables have turned. I asked him about his orgasm. He said he had no idea what happened. He had never cum like that for so long and pumped out so much. I asked him about the pause between the two separate cum pumps. He said it was uncomfortable like his balls were tensed up to a point they were going to pop, and then he slid into the second part of his orgasm, and he really didnāt remember too much from there other than it was unbelievable and that he has to do it again. I hope so. I hope I can repeat that type of orgasm but with his dick inside me. I want to try and swallow that load as well. I donāt think I could, and I can swallow sperm with the best of them, so thatās saying something.
I unhooked his hands and he tried to make out, but that just wasnāt me. I got what I wanted, and he got more than what he wanted. Hereās a drink now hit the road. I got stuff to do, which leads me to where we are now. Me telling you about the greatest handjob of both of our lives. I just hope we can repeat it.
Good morning everyone. I have a handjob date today with Rob today. There will be no fucking. Iām still banged up from my surgery on Thursday. Feel pretty good but donāt want to goof anything up. Rob is good with a handjob. He loves to be edged, and today would be the perfect day for me to edge him until he loses his mind. I love the faces I cause him to make with my hands. My favorite is the shocked, I canāt believe this is happening face. I also just love feeling his perfectly beautiful cock in my hand. Itās so big it canāt stand up straight even when itās in its fully spongy hard state. The same thing happens to David. It just kind of tries to point horizontally but is too heavy actually to achieve it. I donāt know why Iām telling you this. I am just fascinated with pretty much everything about cocks. I can't count the number of times I have given random guy handjobs for no other reason than I wanted to hold his dick in my hand and do things to it. It's pretty much an undeniable compulsion at this point. I would give just about anything to have one of my own. To know what it feels like when your cock gets even harder right before your balls start pushing sperm out is an itch I can never scratch. So the next best thing is to hold a dick in my hand and feel what your dick goes through with my fingers. As weird as it sounds, I study your dick when I give it a handjob. I see what makes you tense up, what makes it twitch. I learn what happens right before you cum so I can back off and deny you your orgasm until Iām ready to give it to you. I know Robās dick intimately. I know the second his balls suck inside of him that I need to back off, or I will push him past the point of no return. His puffy dick will harden right before that happens. Itās hard to begin with, but I can feel it trying to turn itself into granite when itās ready to pour sperm for me. I can do that for hours. I donāt know how he survives it, to be honest. It looks painful, and sometimes I think heās going to pass out from not breathing. But, in the end, when he cums, he tells me he loves me. He recently told me he loved me more than his wife, which is awesome. Not that I want Rob for a boyfriend. I donāt like him that much. I like his dick and his willingness to put it inside of me. His wife can keep him. But I do like knowing I do things to his dick that are so powerful that her husband belongs to me to me to do with as I wish. I can take him if I choose simply because I control his cock. That makes me want to fuck right now just thinking about it. But I canāt. Donāt want to blow a gasket, so to speak. Iāll be back to full speed sometime this upcoming week. I can wait a few more days. Until then, Iāll just have to occupy my time mind fucking them while I jerk them off. Sounds like a good time to me.
2024-04-13 15:37:57 +0000 UTC View PostSurgery is done. I'm still dealing with the post-anesthesia stuff and a little discomfort, but in the big picture, everything is blue skies and fuzzy bunnies. I will wake up tomorrow and be a little sore, but I should have my head back in order. So, enough about that. I got some stuff done in a rush to get prepared for today. Iām super tired, so Iām going to put some of it up, go promptly back to bed, and let sleep work its magic.
I wonder if the doctor looked at my coochie and thought, āWhat a massive clit this one has.ā It was a she, and she was really good-looking, and so was one of the nurses, so I hope they did check it out. Iād be okay if they took pics. Really, I would.
What surgery did I have? It will sound gross, but I had surgery on my sinuses. Right up through my nose and apparently my throat as well to get at them. What caused me to seek out medical help? Terrible sinus headaches and face pain. I lost my sense of taste. I was losing my balance on the daily. I looked like I was drinking heavily occasionally when I stood up. It was interfering with my sex life, and I canāt have that at any cost. Will there be a GoFundMe? Absolutely not. I have seen so many people start them for ridiculous reasons and often flat-out lies. Porn chicks are notorious GoFundMe scammers. I know more than a few who rode the GoFundMe cash cow under completely false pretenses. I have cut ties with one in particular for that very reason.
Iām getting up there in the age department. 57 years old. Things are starting to wear out. Not my pussy, that fucker is going harder than ever. But other things are getting their ass kicked by that bastard Father Time. It happens to everyone. I hope I hold together for another 10 to 15 years because I feel like my sex drive and sex life will last at least that long.
Went out with Tony last night. We talked about Ryan and David. I asked Tony if he was interested in that kind of thing. He said no, he only likes hearing about it. Thatās how it always starts. So, I sucked his dick in the car like a good GILF, ate his nut, let him finger me a bit, and sent him on his way. Heās not old enough to be a cuck. 23, maybe 24. Has a nice dick, and I do enjoy sucking him off. We donāt fuck all that much since David has taken to resizing my pussy. I suppose Tony is okay with that. He certainly isnāt complaining.
Ryan has done a 180 and is back in action again. He seems to have lost his hesitation about being emasculated by a guy with a bigger dick. He has no idea how much sex he is about to get if he stays true to his word. I could set up a session on Saturday but Iām hesitant to do so because Thursday is my surgery. Hopefully, it wonāt be all that as far as recovery time. I am usually back in action in under a week. When I had my hysterectomy, I was sucking cock within a week, fucking in under a month. Leave me in a bed with nothing to do and Iām going to start thinking about dicks. Itās what I do. I canāt help myself.
Surgery has gotten me out of a wedding. I tried to be a smartass but that didnāt work. She is on her third marriage. Obviously, marriage is not her strong suit. So I replied to her invitation with Sorry, I canāt make it to this one, but Iāll make sure to get there for the next one. She didnāt think that was funny. Now I have the perfect excuse to not go. Besides, I fucked her fiance. Literally, I fucked him in the ass with a big ass dildo. His dick would never get hard but he would still cum. As in pump cum out of his limp dick. He said it was because he was a āsissy boy.ā I said it was because he was gay. He never even got me off. She doesnāt know any of this because I never told her. I mean I told her I fucked him but didnāt go into details. Surely, heās either changed, or this is her thing. I still think heās gay. He slammed that dildo silicone balls deep, and it was like 10 inches, and I think he could have taken more. When he rode on top of me his floppy dick would swing around like a soggy noodle and then just pump jizz. I guess it was interesting but a girl would like to cum now and then and never even made the attempt. I guess he thought he was gracing me with something wonderful by allowing me to put a fat dildo in his guts. I mean, I like doing it if itās what heās into, but there has to be some interest in putting your dick in me. Make sense? Does to me.
I find myself watching guys cum quite often when Iām online. I canāt help it. Iām drawn to it. I could give a crap what they look like, what their sexual orientation is. Iām only interested in one thing, and of that one thing, I only watch the final seconds right before, during, and after they cum. It sets something off inside of me. Itās like I can almost smell the cum as if it were live and in front of me. I ask myself, would I drink all his milk? Mostly, the answer is yes. It kind of sucks to be a guy because you donāt get to experience anything like a hot load of sperm in your throat so you really donāt know what Iām trying to convey here. Is it gross? Maybe a very long time ago it was. Now, I just find myself rating the consistency of the jizz. As in if itās thick and rope-like or runny. I prefer somewhere right in the middle. Super thick and ropey sticks in my throat. Overly watered down is hard to get off of body parts because itās runs right off. You must be thinking right now, this chick is mental. You may be right.
2024-04-09 16:08:17 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes I look at a girl's ass and wonder how Iām not 100 percent gay. Then someone sends me a video of their dick pumping cum, and I realize that dick trumps ass in most cases. Nature at its finest.
I wanted to write about last Friday. Some of you will hate this recap. It will seem extreme and over the top. So much went so perfectly for me but went so poorly for others that I didnāt want to throw salt in a wound. Itās Tuesday and both David and Ryan have different opinions on how things went. David is good with it now. He wasnāt saying so until last night. Of course, he didnāt have a cock in his mouth. His dick, however, was in Ryans's mouth. I put it there. Ryan wasnāt so happy about tasting the head of another man's dick. He said I pushed him into it by telling him if he didnāt do it we were through forever. He didnāt want us to be over, so he put his tongue in Davidās cum hole when I told him to. In fairness to myself, I warned Ryan several times that if we did a threesome with David, his role would be the cuck. I also warned him more than a few times that if he didnāt do what I asked of him as a cuck, we would be forever done with each other. I gave him the option of backing out, and nothing would change between us. I would fuck him when I felt like it. He said he wanted to be a bigger part of my life, and he liked the idea of being my āsexual slave.ā I told him I wasnāt interested in having a āsex slave,ā just another good cuck like Scott. Ryan said he wanted to be that guy. I believe he really did, but reality sunk in when I was holding Davids's cock, pumping sperm into Ryans's open mouth, letting him swallow another man's cum. When I asked him how it felt to feel and taste cum, alive with swimmers, that just left the insides of another man's balls and whose cock is vastly superior to his own, he became visibly upset. Almost defeated. I truly thought he might cry. He didnāt. I could tell it was close, though. I think he wanted me to console him, which may be why he looked horrified when I started scooping the jizz off his chin into his mouth while I fingered myself. I made him suck my fingers while I rubbed myself to a quick but very powerful orgasm in front of both David and Ryan. It was the perfect fantasy that became a reality fuck session. Probably the most perfect one I have ever had because it was raw and unscripted. Ryan wanted consoling and reassurances about his manhood that I didnāt give. As far as Iām concerned, he has lost his manhood forever pertaining to sex. He has become a cuck. If he accepts his role, he will have more sex than he ever dreamed of. If he rejects it, we are through. There is no turning back, no going back to the way things used to be. When I placed Davidās dick in his hands and told him to stroke him hard for meā¦.the first stroke he gave Davidās dick changed his role in my life forever. The look of confusion on Ryanās face as he looked at another man's dick in his hands was priceless. The humiliated and defeated look he got when I made him jerk his own dick off and empty his balls onto my stomach and eat his own sperm off of me while David watched produced a high for me better than any drug ever could. Two minutes after he ate his own cum is when I knew things may have gone too far for Ryan. Honestly, I didnāt care, nor do I now. If Ryan said heās done with me forever, Iām good with that. I will always have the memory of him putting Davidās cock in my pussy while I sat on top of David. I would prefer he stay in my life, but I can no longer accept him in any other way than to be my cum eating cuckold. Itās the same thing with Scott. As selfish as it sounds, I am not going to change, no matter how strong the attraction or love may be. I will continue to have my boy toys and my cucks. Hopefully, Ryan will continue to stay in my life. He said yesterday he isnāt gay and he isnāt attracted to men. I believe him 100 percent. I have no doubt Ryan is all about women. I also reminded him that his dick was hard even when he had Davidās dick in his mouth. I reminded him he popped a load of cum while David split me in two with his massive cock without ever being touched by anyone, including himself. He may not have liked being owned and controlled in the way that both David and myself pushed on him, but his dick did. Is it gay? Not in the least. Itās sex. It would be gay if they exchanged numbers, kissed goodbye, and skipped off happily into the night. Thatās now how the night ended. It ended with me ordering Ryan to take Davidās keys, start his car for him, and then thank him for fucking me in ways he never could. Then, when were alone, I had Ryan watch as I masturbated and told him how good he looked doing all the things I asked him to do. Ryan left the house with a hard dick. Sadly, he ghosted me until yesterday. David ghosted me until Sunday. David said he was nervous about it, but now itās all he can think about, and he is ready to do it again anytime I want. Ryan, well, heās on the fence if you listen to him. He says he has a lot of emotional things going on about his role in Friday night's fun. He said he has a hard time looking at himself in the mirror. But he kept looking for reassurance that I was okay with it. What a dumbass. I was the one who rubbed one out, thinking and talking about it in front of him. I have seen this before, his mind is saying no, but his dick is ready to do it all over again right now. 99 times out of a 100ā¦the dick wins. Sorry for the novel and sorry for being vague on the detailsā¦I am treading tricky waters here as whether they both admit it or not, Iām pretty positive they are subscribers and read every word I write. Itās easy to spot when I talk with them. Now everyone knows. Itās better that way.
I think my clit has gained 1/2 an inch. It's massive 24/7 now, and though I had a break in the action for a few days, it's not slowing down whatsoever! You be the judge.
Sorry for being somewhat quiet for the last 3 days or so. I messed up the old backup and ended up somewhat incapacitated. First things first on this: though I appreciate the sentiment, I am not a fan of āAwā¦hope you feel betterā condolences. Iām an adult, and crap happens, Iāll live. Way worse happens to other people, so I consider myself fortunate that this wasnāt a long-term injury/illness. It seems to have resolved itself with a couple of steroid shots in the nerve, and for the most part, Iām good to go now. Still a twinge here and there but way better than when it was kicking in full gear. It wasnāt a muscle. It was the sciatic nerve combined with a cyst on my spine, both causing the other to go into flare-up overdrive. Neither of which is the end of the world. Painful but not a life-altering event. Blue skies and fuzzy bunnies are the state of my world again.
Yes. I did fuck. Once over the past few days. I fucked Scott because I was horny as fuck, and I didnāt want David or any of my other guys to fuck me stupid and cause me to fuck my back up again. So I let Scott slip his dick in and slowly pump to a few orgasms. They were okay. Not the big ones I was hoping for. Not his fault. Heās a cuck. Cucks canāt fuck. Mostly because I donāt want them to for selfish reasons.
I have not been to an ER at a hospital in probably 20-plus years. If I never see one again, it will be too soon. Worthless waste of time. Complete failure of competence. I left and ended up in a walk-in clinic that did absolutely everything and got me squared away within an hour. I will say this, though. From now on, when someone tells me how awful the ER and the people in it wereā¦I will believe them.
And here's a few pics to hold you over and like I always say, please use them wisely šš¦šš
2024-04-06 16:08:26 +0000 UTC View PostHey there, just popping in to let you know what I have been up to, and show you all of my lady parts ššš¦ Hope your all having a great day and I'll catch you all later.
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2024-04-05 18:37:39 +0000 UTC View PostOne in each hole makes me airtight, and being airtight is right. I'm just saying. I doubt Iāll get a third, but Iām trying to make that happen right now. If you get weirded out by my cuck stuff, you may want to quit here because I am in full cuck mode right now. I am having David over tonight, so at the very least, he will wreck my pussy in ways I never thought possible. Iām looking forward to it. My pussy is drenched in anticipation. Then, I have Ryan coming over as well. I was worried about David not being on board with my dark side sexual tendencies. I was somewhat wrong. He talks with me on the phone about our session, with me smacking Scott in the face with his dick and humiliating him by feeding him David's sperm in front of him. Apparently, that session with David being the bull has given him a shot of confidence. He told me he was worried because of his body and his weight. Scott is a large man, heavily muscled, and looks like he has been through a few battles in his time. David is a little taller, but his belly hangs, and his conditioning is about zero. He has a secret weapon, though. It's his 10-inch cock. Just the sight of it turns guys like Scott into meek little whiny trolls who lose their manhood with every face slap I give them with his dick. David noticed that. It has made him feel powerful. In reality, I made him feel powerful, but he doesnāt need to know that. So now heās interested in pursuing his newfound sexual confidence. I would bet his confidence is starting to transfer into his daily world as well. We will find out tonight, as Ryan has gone in reverse. He is starting to feel the pull of being a cuckold. If he lets me tonight, if they both let me tonight, Ryan will go home more a sissy than a man, and that is making me touch my clit thinking about it. I get more than excited thinking how I can turn a meek sissy of a man into a cuck-pounding bull and take another man and remove his man card and send him home a sissy with dried sperm on his face. Forever altered. All because they wanted to fuck me. There is a price to be paid. A price all parties are more than happy to pay. I donāt make anyone do anything. They do it because they want to. I guide them in the proper direction. Do I have a heavy influence on them? Of course, I do. I live for this, so I do whatever is necessary to make it happen. But, as I said, they can always just say, āNot for me.ā And disappointingly, some do. Most donāt. David is easy. He has only had sex about 10 times. Most of those 10 fucks were with me over the last month or so. For a guy as old as he is, thatās a low number. When I open my legs for his cock, I am his promise land, and I intend to keep it that way. I am so hoping for a fantastic outcum tonight. Iāll surely keep you posted.
And right before I posted this, Tony called and wants to fuck. We wonāt fuck, Iām saving that for tonight, but I like Tony, so Iāll suck the sperm out of his balls for him. Should be here within the hour. What a great Thursday this is working out to be. I was thinking I might have a dry week but things are starting to āpopā as we speak!
To answer your question, he pumped a load of jizz in my colon and then fed me a second load down my throat. That was the end result of my fuck date with Ryan yesterday. His dick never even touched my pussy. His tongue did, though, and if I had to pick a favorite moment, it would be the way he sucked my clit off to completion. I rarely get a heavy orgasm from having my clit sucked off, but I did yesterday. I think what helped was it was after he unloaded his testicles in my guts, and his sperm was still oozing out of my ass while he was sucking my clit. Itās a sensation overload-type thing. So good for Ryan for making that happen. I kind of want to do it again right now it was that good.
Second round. Ryan was asking me about David. I explained his dick was measuring in at just at or a little over 10 inches. He had a ton of questions, but they all started leaning toward how much better his massive dong felt than his. I explained the best part of fucking such a big dick for me is the lack of feeling when another man puts his smaller cock inside of me. I gave him the whole spiel on my kinks about cheating, cuckolding, and humiliation and how his huge dick played a huge part in that aspect of my sex life. Ryans's dick went from post cum limp to a rock-hard pole. Funny how guys get into things they never think they would like. So he asked me to measure his dick. I found a 12-inch plastic ruler and let him measure it himself. He said almost 7 inches. I took the ruler, measured it properly, and it came in at 5 ½ inches, and thatās being generous. You canāt measure your dick from underneath. It's from your pube mount to the tip, and that doesnāt mean jamming the ruler into your pube mount to gain an inch. He said he always thought he had a 7-inch dick. The ruler doesnāt lie. 5 ½ inches or 14 cm is plenty of dick guys. I think if I had to pick the ideal size, it would be a medium width and 6 ½ inches long. I find that to be a very multi-purpose cock. Anyway, he asked me if he put his cock in my belly via my pussy, and I declined. Not because I didnāt want him inside of me but because I liked playing the game. I told him I was saving that for David, being that he owned my pussy, and I would have to ask him first before I let anyone else inside of what belonged to him. He was like are you serious? I said completely. I tapped his purple-headed cock that looked painfully hard and said I think your dick understands. I said I could suck it for him, and he was very okay with that. I sucked the head and asked him how it felt to be denied my pussy because another man had a bigger dick. He pumped his second load down my throat almost immediately. And just like that, I found Ryanās trigger. I do so love finding a man's trigger. It makes him helpless to deny me when I use it on him. I immediately told him I needed him to get dressed and get going, that I had to call David, and I didnāt want him around while I was doing it. That wasnāt true. I didnāt call David, and I had no plans to do so. I just like making guys feel like the only interest I have in them is the fact that they are attached to a cock I like to drain and nothing more. But Ryan has been texting me constantly, asking me to tell him what we talked about and what my next plans with David would be. The only thing I texted back was, āIs your dick hard?ā He answered with āYes.ā and he sent me a picture of it. I havenāt answered him since. I like keeping him hanging.
I will be seeing Ryan today at my house. Which means I will be getting my asshole widened out and filled with cum. Thatās his thing. He is all about my butt. Iām good with that. He has the best cock ever to stick in my ass. Itās the perfect size and width, and he can go balls deep without any pain. If a dick is too long or too fat, anal sex can suck. If itās Ryan-sized, anal sex can be better than pussy sex. Iām just saying. I like the way Ryan fucks my ass. He doesnāt grind me into the mattress, and he has no issues with me using my vibrator and occasionally dildos, so I can pretend Iām getting D Pd for real. The best ass sex I ever had was with Ryan behind Sams Club. We opened the car door, I bent over and used my hands for support on the seat, and he slipped his cock in my asshole. I came immediately. He came shortly after. I left sperm on his car seat that dripped out of my asshole on the way home. It was just hot. I would certainly do it again. Itās just more comfortable and convenient in the house. So, with that said, I need to prepare my asshole for his dick by slipping a series of 3 butt plugs in my guts. Small to large. It takes about 45 minutes, and then I leave the biggest and longest one in till he gets here. And that, my friends, is how itās done properly! Let you know how it goes.
I went out with a few people who call themselves ācontent creators.ā Mind you, they make adult content and spend exhaustive hours and untold amounts of money on it. They clued me in on āDick Click Bateā like I was that old person who never sent an email in my life. I know what ābate clickā is. But Iāll be honest, I didnāt know it was a thing in the adult industry. What is an āAdult bate click?ā Its posts/tweets/whatever where they say things like, āIf I invited you over, would you let me suck your dick?ā Maybe you remember the line that popped up everywhere that used to annoy the crap out of me āNexflix and chill or fuck me?ā Which is all fine. If I were to put that in a post, I would be serious. Well, I donāt Netflix and Chill, so the only real option would be fuck. Not these chicks, though. They tried to sell me on how to get guys to join OFs and all the other pay sites and then send you DMās with more bate clicks, which you have to pay for, which then leads to more messages you have to pay for as well. Sounds exhausting. I asked them why they donāt just have some fun and make a fuck video and be done with it. One of them said, āWhat are you still stuck in the 90s?ā They proceeded to tell me they used $300 fake realistic dildos and never actually made real porn. Apparently, you can zoom in and crop the video so it looks like a real guy. Replacing the real thing as if fucking a real guy was gross. It went on and on, and I lost interest and kept trying to change the subject, but thatās all they could talk about. They are annoying girls but very cute and superficial. Iād lick them, but I fear the only thing licking their pussy is a realistic fake tongue. Iāll stick to real dicks leaving sperm in my asshole that wonāt cum out for hours. Thatās kind of my thing.
My clit is huge, but my pussy is back to tight and right again. Took a few days, but now I need to see if I can get Ryan to fuck me later today. The Test really has me worked up, so this would be a great time for him to turn my brain off with his dick.
I talked with David last night, and then he called again this morning. Then he called again after that. I thought after my night with him and Scott, he was rethinking his sexual adventures with me. He may very well might have been. Apparently, he has decided to cum to the ādark sideā when it ācumsā to sex. I was worried my kinks may have pushed him too far. Itās just sex, guys. I get it. Iām an oddball. I like oddball things. I like sex more than most guys do, and that fact alone creeps some guys out. I would hate to lose David and his unicorn of a dick. Itās one of those cocks that would statistically be hard to replace, but I would let it go if it meant having to give up my kinks. My sex life is way more important than a very large dick. I thought about David last night and I should have always known he would fall into my world of kinks. Why? Because he was rock hard the entire time and he came hard. Iām sure he had the post cum guilt, probably mostly because I slapped Scottās face with his dick, and maybe watching Scott clean his jizz out of my pussy weirded him out as well. But like I said. He stayed rock hard, and when he cameā¦it was obviously a momentous occasion for him. Whoās going to give that up? Not me.
Wah⦠I donāt have a huge cock; you will never want me. Oh, shut up. If I had to pick a cock just for physical pleasure, no mental fantasies, no ulterior motives, just pure sexual pleasureā¦It would be Ryan. I donāt even know if Ryanās dick is even 6 inches. It just has that perfect bend and perfectly shaped head. Plus, he doesnāt slam it home like heās nailing railroad ties. Davidās huge cock is my current fave simply because it plays perfectly into my cuckold/humiliation kinks. Whenever itās rearranging my guts, the only thing Iām thinking about is how Iām going to use his super-sized cock to my advantage with my other boy toys. David will have a problem if he ever finds a chick who gets serious with him. The odds are almost certain that she will not be a huge fan of his huge dick. It hurts, and if it hurts meā¦itās going to kill the average chick. But I love the visual damage it does to my pussy, turning it into a canyoned-out black hole. I love the mental high I get from not being able to feel the smaller cocks of my other men. It gives me such a stockpile of ammunition to use in my cuckold/humiliation kink I love so much. So, no. I could care less about your dick size as long as you donāt. In fact, I wish I could find a guy with a legit 2-inch dick. I wish I could shrink Scottās dick to 2 inches. Then my life would be complete. Sexually that is.
Happy Easter for those of you who do the Easter holiday; otherwise, happy Sunday! Here are a few pics to get the day started!
2024-03-31 14:14:30 +0000 UTC View PostA little anal creampie is never a bad thing if you are asking me. Just saying. This is an odd video. It has it all. Butt plugs, dildos, real dicks, vibrators, all kinds of stuff. It took me about an hour to get off today. I couldn't feel his dick, so we did anal. Then I got off. He did pump a nice load in my ass, as you can see, though. The perils of trying to film an actual fuck are many, but we got through this one with the magic of selective trimming of very long clips!
2024-03-30 22:03:07 +0000 UTC View PostIt was a weird night last night. So did Scott. I asked him to, and I convinced David it would be fun. It wasāfor me. It was a perfect night for me, but I can tell I may have pushed David too far. Scottās fine. Heās used to it by now. I shouldnāt have let my pussy push me into pushing David into something he was uncomfortable with. But I did. Long story short, I ended up smacking Scott in the face with Davidās dick and then had David watch as Scott licked his sperm out of my pussy. I could sense neither of the two was really into it, but I didnāt stop, and I was pretty insistent on what I wanted. See how it plays out. My guess is David will think about it, and it wonāt be long before he wants more. It tends to work out that way. Scott, well, I smacked his balls this morning, and his dick got hard as a rock. Give it some time and see how David reacts.
Someone asked me how I switched from shooting porn to the pro-ho industry, and after 21 amazingly wonderful years, I am now 3 plus years and 100% retired. So, itās pointless to ask. I am very happy being a homebody. Back to the question. How did I switch? I didnāt. I went in reverse. I was doing the pro-ho thing long before I shot my first porn. How did I get into the hot ho biz? Sounds stupid, but I watched a show on HBO called āThe Cathouse.ā In a long story short, I was so fascinated by it, and my box was so ready to try it that I did it. From the very first guy I was hooked, literally. I always had so much more fun in the pro-ho game than I ever did shooting porn. The only complaint I ever had was the traveling. Fast forward 21 years later, and Covid hits. People became massive āme-me-meā assholes, and any travel became unbearable from the airports and hotels to the RV parks. To this day, the thought of having to step foot in an airport gives me an uneasy feeling. Not fear of flying, but just having to deal with the people. Truthfully, if I never saw the inside of another airport or airplane again, it would be too soon. So, here I sit, typing stories out mostly for myself and smiling about all the good times I had over those 21 years. I have said this a million times. Donāt believe what you see on TV as to how the game really works. I never really had a bad day. I certainly canāt say that about shooting porn for the studios. I canāt even get close.
So, I sucked Tony off in his car, and just as we passed Hog Heaven, he pumped his BBQ sauce into my belly. Testicle BBQ sauce, that is. Seemed fitting. He was quick yesterday. My guess would be no more than two minutes, and I was drinking his sperm. That was kind of a bummer. I love giving roadhead. I had him drop me off a few minutes later and sent him on his way. Both of us got what we wanted, so there was no point in dilly-dallying around. I needed to get ready for David.
Scott came home while I was getting ready, so I had him shave my pussy and ass. While he was doing it, I reminded him he was getting me ready for my date with a man that he could never even dream of comparing to sexually. He got upset, but he also had a hard dick I could clearly see as he was wearing only his underwear. On top of that, he had a wet spot. He can lie to me, but his dick betrays him. I told him I would need him out of the house for the night because I was going to be bringing David home. Again, protests and complaints, so I flicked his erection quite hard and told him not to beat off and that I would see him tomorrow. Itās quite a turn-on to send your husband away for a day so one can get her pussy fucked into oblivion by a better man. At least, it is for me. Even the mass anxiety I cause my husband makes my pussy wet. I wish I knew exactly how he felt. Probably best I donāt because I would only do what I could to make it worse. Why? Because it makes the sex Iām about to have with another man that much better, regardless of dick size. Itās selfish, but Iām also pretty convinced that Scott is living his best sexual life at the momentā¦humiliation and all. But thatās a guess. He wouldnāt tell me otherwise. Still, Iām pretty sure. Iām going to let Scott get off today. Iāll film it for you to see. Itās his reward for being a good cuck. He is letting me live my best sexual life, and I love him for it. Just not his dick. My heart belongs to other men when it cums to dick. Itās a personal flaw of mine that I absolutely adore about myself.
Iāll get to David. He spent the night. Itās been a while since I let a man sleep in my bed with me, but we shall get to that in my next post. There is a reason for that, and I will show you why in a little bit.
Oops, my clits hanging out š
2024-03-28 16:42:44 +0000 UTC View PostWhen your hole is still gaped 4 days later...he has a huge dick. He's going to re-size it all over again today. I'm not sure he isn't permanently re-arranging my insides. I have never stayed this wide open for such a long time, and I'm about to do it again. I have a funny feeling if I keep this up, he will ruin my pussy for all men who follow. What a wonderful thought. Life is perfect!
2024-03-28 15:35:02 +0000 UTC View Post