Half the streams made it into the archives so that’s wonderful news. 💙
THIS STREAM POSTING IS FOR ME, MY SAFETY AND MY MENTAL NEEDS
💙 DON’T WATCH. 💙
♥️DO NOT WATCH IF YOU’RE NOT HUMAN♥️
💙 DON’T WATCH. 💙
♥️ I AM NOT NEGATIVE. I AM HUMAN. ♥️
(I used to post all of my streams for free and onlyfans had changed the setup recently to be into archives. If you’ve been following me for a long time, you know I’m not afraid to express and progress. I am doing A LOT LOT LOT LOT LOT better than I was 2 years ago. Isolating myself has helped.😅)
This stream isn’t sexy so don’t watch it unless you’re going to humanize me. I just felt like I had to exist and explain myself for a little bit. I also have started seeing more people speak up about what’s going on in their private world for their own safety and I’d like to do the same for myself.
(After watching Tinder Swindler and Bad Vegan on Netflix, I kind of learned that it’s better to talk out loud about your very real and sometimes scary and terrible situations. This will heal me. Let me have this. )
In case anything ever happens to me, please look at my ex partner and Gil Cano/ Game Over.
I’ve been carrying the fear and burden of stressing over them for the longest time. To the point where I couldn’t… function. There’s been several monsters that have made me fearful of making friends and leaving the house. I stopped going to work at a company with a corner office because of my stalkers and fear of my ex. I hate it. It sucks ass. I try not to let anyone come close to me in real life or messages anymore because of what these people have done to me. It might be a huge part of why I’ve become a radical activist. There have been several monsters. I don’t want to have to see or fight any monsters. I deserve to relax, have fun and be happy for the rest of my life. I deserve it all. I’m sorry for when I’m cold and distant. I don’t want to be. I have to be.
💙 Talking about it is letting me process and let it go. 💙
So thanks for letting me do that on my fan page. ♥️This should not affect you in any way except to open your minds a little to show women more compassion and love. ♥️ I need to post this.♥️ I want everyone to know I wish I didn’t have to say or talk about these things. We have to. I don’t want stalkers or predators raining down on me anymore. Deadass serious. Stop that shit. You’re all fucking us up. No one wants you to exist. Fuck off. The world needs better than predators running literally everything that makes the systems we have today. 🤣
Back to sexy life, where I expect no one to talk to me about it cuz I can’t handle any more opinions or feedback. Pretend I didn’t write all this, please thanks. I will be in a more positive place and time by the time you finish processing it. I love you. 🤣
I don’t wanna think or talk anymore. 🤣
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@cindymoon7 @maihero
#silk #cindymoon #marvel #spiderman #agoraphobia @marvel
The new Instagram is Maihero76! 😋
I used to have like 28k followers there for the previous Maihero name. Then I took guidance from someone I shouldn’t have and got my account banned. 🤣😅(Don’t put your onlyfans link in ur bio even if someone else has it in theirs and it works for them.) I trusted him because he had Tupac as his profile picture. I wish he didn’t tell me to do that. 😭💔✨
It’s okay, we’ll start over. Lol.
I want to make sure all the special people are followed back, too. Msg me if you’re special. 🥰💙💙💙
Thank you for putting me in the top 4.5 % on onlyfans. ☺️💕
Also, how fun! My statistics are picking back up and I learned a new flag. Really excited to have someone from Hong Kong finally pass through here, too. 🤣😭💕 I love you!
(Having a fun and productive day so far managing, messaging and organizing at home.)
Good morning, beautiful and handsome people. 🌐🌸🍀
I hope everyone had some deep, restful sleep. ☺️
#cindymoon #silk #marvel #hongkong #comics #spiderman
Good morning, my beautiful friends and internet family. ☀️ I have awoken fresh, renewed call powerful and positive. ☺️🌸💙
I think I’m out of IG j🍎il and I’m back on my same path. I’m here for you if you need me. (Unless ur weird, wanna be dom, creepy or cheap and scary, I’ll run away. 🤣) It’s okay to have feelies. (I’d rather you have your feelies than give me any comments about me to me, just a heads up. 😇😅 🙏🏼)
I’ll check on everyone as often as I can between protesting, cleaning and resting. I also have a Smash tournament to be at around 3 today. It’s been several years for me out of necessity but I’m leaving the house more. Learning how to balance being everything and focusing on sheckles a little more, too.
Wishing you a wonderful, productive, happy and positive day of getting things done. ☺️🌸
@cindymoon7 @kevid19
Packing for exxxotica in Chicago as well to meett my new sex worker friends! 🥰
Making use of the clothes I have until I learn how to sew and play with clothing a little. Hobbies and crafts are good creative outlets. I found this white body suit in the Room of Doom. 😋😋
Happy Wednesday! 😍♥️
Staying off the internet for a little bit while I clean my room and center myself again.
Anyone want to play chess? My username on the chess dot com app is Cindymoon007. 😋♟
Hiii,
I’m at the next level and we will be archiving 99% of my personal posts starting today. I know protesting and writing out my thoughts aren’t like the sexiest thing to have on onlyfans and I uh, can’t afford it anymore. 😂 I got some guidance today and I gotta focus on the numbers. So, I gotta depersonalize this and disappear. 👻 If you’re in love with me, writing a book or piece on me I suggest saving all my crazy notes, scribbles and poems before I archive them away forever.
If you’re still here cuz ur not a pussy, I love you. 😚
This was yesterday’s snap and I’m getting set up to send sexy snaps every day again like I used to.
Shoutouts to all the people who are bigger than my enemies for lifting me up and out of the darkness. I love you!!!! We will destroy our enemies. 😉😗👾👾👾👾
Sweet dreams if you’re sleepy. ☺️💕
Reading some neat stuff online. Enjoyed making a salad and cleaned some more around the house today. I feel fresh, clean and happy. ☺️💕
@cindymoon7
I love you. 💕
