Hey Guys! Shameless plug!
I hope you'll buy my book "Damn Shame: A Memoir of Desire, Defiance, and Show Tunes." It's definitely been a labor of love. It's my story told through the lens of body shame and sexuality, and there's a whole lot of my life that I'm sure a lot of you will identify with, laugh about, maybe get emotional about...and also, since there's a whole photo section of my journey as an erotic model...there's a lot of Pevsner Penis in there...maybe it'll arouse you. It's available wherever you buy your books, and please...if you get it on Amazon, I'd so appreciate you rating or reviewing it. As for signed copies, message me at one of my two Twitters...Realguyla or DavidPevsner...for info. I can't sell them here...it's not allowed. But some of you have asked so I want to be able to do it. I think you'll love the book!
I'll have more pics from my shoot with Fevrdream, but once again...he caught me spreading my ass for the camera. Why do I get such pleasure out of that? Any guesses?
I won't lie...I've gotten pretty sexually frustrated during Covid (as have many of us. You?). Though I do shoot with various models from time to time, and I will continue to do so, I don't randomly hook up much. So there are times I like to get in front of the camera and get out my yayas....spread my legs, flex my dick, tweak my tits, wink my hole, talk dirty, and edge. So here's a video of me just feeling it out, exploring what's in my sex-addled brain, and wishing you were here to help me out. Everything is on display here for you and that turns me on and gets me off. I hope you enjoy when I'm "Feelin' Nasty."
Don't hate me. I know you've seen some of these pics before...but not all. Here's the thing. I need to get my cock sucked. I'm so fucking hard and horny this morning, and as I was editing a video, I came across a shot of me shoving my dick into the camera. Then another. And another. But at the risk of having you guys get sick of looking at my cock, I just wanted to present it to you with the hope you'll take it in your mouth, suck me good, get me off, and then drink down my cum. Every drop. it's so hard to concentrate when I'm this horned up.
So indulge me, please. Imagining your mouth around my dick feels awfully good. The last photo is what I have to do...but the above fantasy is going to get me where I need to go. Thanks for that. (Plus I look crazy horny in that last shot, like I'd been edging for hours. I probably did.)
Have a fantastic day!
I just heard from @fevrdream, one of my fave guys to shoot with, and we've done pretty much everything together in the past. He has begun to shoot more for OF, and we're planning on meeting next week to make some fun and sexy content. Meanwhile, he sent me a set of pics from our last get together. Here's one, more to come. Looking forward to next week...who knows what kind of trouble we're going to get into?
I guess I'm pretty cum obsessed today. As promised in response to a subscriber asking to see a close of my ejaculation, here's the re-post of "Juice." The slo-mo is an almost two full minutes of me shooting (and dribbling) my jizz, right to the camera. It was a pretty copious load. Wish you were here to lick it up. Have a great day...and go make your cock feel good.
I had gotten a message from one of the subscribers here asking if I've ever shown a close up of my dick ejaculating, and of course, I have. It was called "Juice" which I'll repost after this one. His question inspired me to do another POV video where I'm cumming on your face, but this time, slow it down so you can see every bit of jizz escaping my cock. I have a full length video coming up but here's a preview (in my hairy daddy lumberjack mode). Drink it all, guys... "Every Last Drop."
I was reflecting on how turned on I get by men's bulges in speedos, underwear, shorts, wherever I can get a glimpse of that mound of manliness covered by the barest of fabric. And for the newcomers, I used to post "Bulge Play" videos in which I would fondle and abuse my own bulge...it just feels so good. That inspired me to create this little video incorporating some of the best bulge-y shots I've taken over the years. Take a walk down memory lane with me as I present that lump of fabric-covered cock flesh a zillion different ways. When I'm horny, I can't help it...I always like to "Focus on the Bulge."
Screen shots: Just remembering that time I was Daddy Dom and got to rail this guy for the camera. I mean, look at that hole. What would you have done? @FaeFilms
I'm not a manscent guy myself...I love getting naked with a man who's freshly showered...BUT... I love when a guy is into a little ripe, inhaling the aroma, licking the sweat off. I took this pic after a work out and I would have loved to have you nuzzle in there, get your nose and tongue all over it, jack your cock while you're sniffing it in, me talking dirty to you as you take in my natural body scents. Mmm. So tell me...who wants to see more pit shots?
Big shout out to Sketchynoods_4u on Instagram for these terrific illustrations of me. Definitely check out his IG for a lot of erotic/sexy/fun drawings that actually made me hard. I'm honored to have him draw me. Go give his page some love.
The other night, I got myself into bed early. I was exhausted, but I could not sleep. It dawned on me that it was a Friday night, I was all alone, and feeling needy. Not just for physical satisfaction...yeah, I wanted to suck some dick, fuck around, get sweaty with someone...but I also wanted to get close, really close, with another man. Feel that connection when you are naked, skin to skin in bed, feeling their heat next to you, on top of you, under you. Those moments that are beyond closeness, that are just really...intimate. Oh, man, was I missing that. So do me a favor...get in bed with me and let's make each other feel warm and sexy and content. And then, let's fall asleep together. Here's "Intimacies."
Came across this pic from the Skype shoot I did with Emitt More. It was an experiment where I posed for him as he took screen shots in Florida while I was here in LA. It wasn't a total success, but I thought there were some interesting photos that I grabbed and manipulated. I saw this one and it made me think of how brazen I can be when I want to get fucked. That slight raise of my hips that means I need to get my ass filled. I thought how wonderful it would be if, while we were doing this session, some guy just saw me through the window, walked in, took out his cock, lubed me up, fucked the crap out of me, and left, all being recorded on Skype. In this photo, imagine him behind me, hard cock sticking out of his pants, penetrating me, using my hole, pulling out and shooting all over my back, zipping up, and getting out, leaving me in the same position with my ass tingling, my body wet with his jizz, but staying in position for the next taker. Can you picture it?
After sharing that shot the other day of me on my back and the wet geyser shooting out of my dick, it made me go back into the archives to find the juiciest cum shots, the ones that had that trajectory, that cannonball-like spurt. And I have to say, those are the ones that feel the most amazing. They're usually after I've been either edging, posing nude, or getting fucked for a bit, so the sexual pressure builds up, needing to escape. And when it does, holy shit...I feel like my insides are punching out as much juice as I can create, emptying my balls with a deep, deep orgasm that leaves me breathless. And when I push up under my balls as I shoot, that makes it even more powerful. There are times after a long fuck and suck session with a guy when they ask for my cum down their throat, and when I dump my load in their mouth, they gag trying to suck it all down (but they're usually very happy about that). And when I've cum into a glass and drank my own jizz here, sometimes I'm amazed at how much I can produce. Sure, I've seen guys on the internet who put my loads to shame, but overall, I think I provide a copious (and tasty) mouthful. So here are a few of the ones I've caught on camera or screen shots from videos. If you're thirsty, I've got you covered.
Oops. I did it again.
I did a shoot with a new photographer for an artsy magazine...he had this tattoo catsuit that he wanted to shoot me in. He liked the colors but I loved that there was a hole at the crotch to let my cock hang free. We shot for a while and get some really fun stuff. After, I asked if he would shoot more erotic stuff for me to use here on OnlyFans, some photos and videos, and he was happy to comply. After the hour or so of posing with my dick and hole exposed, I let Dirty David out and just let stuff happen in front of the camera, but I must have done something right because...well...let's just say the photographer got...um...inspired. See what happened in "Photo Shoot Gone Rogue (or The TatCatsuit)."
( I would say this will never happen again, just so unprofessional...but I can't make that promise. ) @FaeFilms
Random photo w/story:
Here's the story: You knew I was in pain. That I had suffered a loss. That no amount of self-care was going to get me through it. I needed you. So when you answered my call, you ran right over and we talked long into the night and it was so comforting. We weren't together anymore, but we still had great love for each other and always had the other's back. I'd often shown up to help you move, take you to the airport, be the date for the wedding...and you've done the same for me, even if it's been three years since we split. But even after the chat, and you putting me to bed, waiting for me to close my eyes and fall asleep, you could tell that I was still not at peace. If I could just get through this night, I thought, I knew I could deal. That's when you did the unexpected.
You took off your clothes. You got into bed with me and held me, spooning me, and the warmth of your body and your arms around me made me feel safe and loved and not so alone. You whispered, "I'm here. I'll stay as long as you want."
And he did. But there's more...
We both drifted off to sleep for a brief moment or so, and then it happened. I could feel his erection start to grow, and as it did, I began to slowly pump my ass back so that his cock parted my cheeks and rubbed against my hole. I felt him begin to grind his hips as if he wanted entry inside me, and yes, I so wanted that. This wasn't an attempt to reignite our relationship...this was a friend with a complicated and loving history filling another friend's need. I don't think anything would comfort me more in this moment than feeling us connected, with him as deep inside me as he could go.
He rolled me onto my back, lifted one leg, and began to finger my ass, opening me up, to get ready for his cock. He took some lube and a rubber from the side table, gloved up, and began to push his dick inside me. I wanted him in me so badly that I felt no discomfort at all, and after so much time together in the past, he knew how to work my hole, to bring nothing but pleasure. He fucked me just like that, one leg up, slowly and gently letting me relish him massaging my insides, until the moment he lifted my other leg and began to drive his cock in and out, harder, rougher, jackhammering the pain away for just these moments of him inside me, pulling out fully and then ramming it back in, letting me know that I was not alone and that as long as he was around, I would never be truly alone.
So much emotion came to the fore as he plowed me, and I cried and laughed and moaned and yelled and felt so grateful that he was here. This wasn't about him fucking me for old time's sake. This was about two people knowing each other so well that they are willing to do what they need to do for a friend in need. And when he finally pulled out and jerked his cock off to completion, I begged for him to shoot it on my face, and he hit me with a splash of cum just as I unloaded on my torso, a full and creamy load that I had been storing up because I hadn't jerked off since I had gotten the bad news.
He collapsed on top of me after, and we just lay there feeling each other's warmth as the cum dried between us. He lifted his head and giggled at the puddles of his jizz on my face and wiped me clean with the sheet. Our eyes met and his lips came together in a subtle and empathetic grin as if to say, I know, I know, you're going to be ok. I could feel the tears in my eyes begin to well up, and he wiped them away. He lay back down next to me, spooned me again, and we slept through the night. I don't think I could have without him.
And the next morning, he was gone when I woke as he had to get to work. But though I was sad and I was grieving, he helped give me the strength to carry on and get about my day and make the plans I needed to make. There are people in our lives that know us so intimately and are willing to go beyond the typical in order to support. This was unexpected but so so appreciated, and it made all the difference. I couldn't love him more. And when he called me later to check up on me, he made a joke about how stellar my bottoming skills had gotten, and he chuckled at me asking if his dick grew a couple of inches. It felt good to laugh. Really good.
That's my story and I'm stickin' to it.
You know me: I love toys and gear (see photos). I've done a ton of vids and pics shoving a dildo or buttplug up my hole, fucking around in leather, modeling cockrings, shooting fetish photos. I definitely want to do more of it. So I had an idea: I'm not one to create an Amazon Wish List because there's really nothing I need gift-wise. But...I would love to make videos and pics with toys and gear that YOU want to see me in. So let's try it. You message me with a sex toy or fetish wear or underwear or Speedos or whatever you find on Amazon and if I like the idea (I'm pretty open...pun intended), I'll add it to my wish list. Then you can go there and arrange to have it sent to me and I'll make a video or take some pics with it. I think that's the best way to go about this. What do you think? Holes in my logic or not?
I do not like to waste my cum.
I either want to shoot it on someone's face or in their mouth, into a glass so I can drink it, unload all over myself and either rub it in (good for the skin) or lick it off (or get it licked off!), or...get it on video.
When I got my first Mac, I was obsessed with the Photo Booth App. I recorded myself many (MANY) times jerking off and shooting my load. It was the precursor to me self-recording videos to put up here with my phone and shooting with other filmmakers. It wasn't always the best quality lighting or focus...not very artful...but when it comes to jizzing, who cares? I finally downloaded all the clips from Photo Booth and it was a lot...at least an hour and a half or so. I was trying to figure out how to edit it down. Should I present the whole thing? The edging? The entire orgasm, including pre - and post-? All of that took too much screen time and I'm afraid wasn't the most interesting. But then I decided to whittle it all down to the cum.
Buckets of it.
My body, my hair (on my head), my hair (on my chest), and the lighting and picture quality all fluctuate, but the juice is pretty consistent. So here's three plus minutes of me just shooting my cum, strictly videos from this app which has not been my choice to create this stuff for you anymore (mostly my iPhone and iPad now). But I wanted to give one last hurrah to the recording option that may not have been the first to help me indulge in my exhibitionism (that would be my Flip Video cam), but one in which I developed my love for laying back, sharing my cock, and recording the flow, spurt, or geyser.
Here's "Photo Booth App: 42 Ejaculations." Now get your dick out and shoot with me.
Have a fantastic day.
Random Photo w/Story:
Here's the story: You know I don't take a lot of photos in which I'm smiling. This was one where I was caught off-guard after a photo session that went in a direction I had not expected. The photographer asked to use some friends' house to shoot in, a couple that he'd known for years, and it was a lovely place that had all kinds of picturesque elements to it. It was a marathon shoot and I've posted many photos from it over the years. But here's what put the smile on my face:
Towards the end of the shoot, one of the owners of the house came out to watch. As I was posing, he sat in a wicker chair across from me, pulled out his cock, and began to jerk off as he watched. The photographer started to move his camera in his direction to include both of us in the shot, as if we were trying to seduce each other. I turned my attention to the guy and we locked eyes as we worked our cocks. I was friendly with him, but didn't know him very well.
I was about to get very friendly with him.
He came over to the lounge chair I was on, got on his knees, and began sucking my cock as he jacked his own. I held onto his head as it bobbed up and down on my dick, and I pushed him down to take the whole length, to deep throat it and keep it deep. As I fucked his face, I played with his very perky nipples.
Now, that's all on film.
What happened next was, the guy got into position and put his dick in my mouth, and as he did that, the photographer put the camera down, whipped out his enormous hard cock and fed the other guy his meat as I continued with the guy's cock in my mouth. It was a passionate three way cock suck, and after spending two hours posing on my own, it was hot and pretty exciting. Pretty quickly, the photographer began to moan and I could tell he was unloading into the other guy's mouth, and just as he did, the other guy pulled his dick from my face and shot his load all over me. I was still jerking my dick, building to a climax, when he got behind me and began tugging on my tits, tweaking them, softly, roughly, making me crazy. The photographer picked his camera up again, and as the pain/pleasure of the tit play reached its height, I shot my load all over the place, and it was intense. So this pic is after the waves passed and I was spent (and kinda haggard) but content. Now do you see why I'm smiling?
That's my story and I'm stickin' to it.
Random Photo w/Story:
Here's the story: I have a whole slew of photos I've not shared with you because I'm either embarrassed or unsure of how I feel about them. When I post pics, it's usually with full commitment and approval in my mind. But I'm thinking of raising the curtain on some of them. Here's the first:
I was finishing up a photo shoot with a photographer I've worked with often. He has a large empty space with a hardwood floor and lots of windows for bright sun exposure. I've shot with him many times and we always have a good time and get some provocative stuff. I had just finished posing for shots of me with a double-sided dildo, licking it, going down on it, and ultimately, shoving it up my ass. He took pics of me fucking myself in front of a mirror and then in the middle of this huge floor, and I was an island with this faux cock sticking out of my hole.
As I was removing it, he showed me this animal tail that he had gotten online and asked if I would be photographed with it inside me. I would sometimes see Masters at kink bars with their boys wearing a dog mask with a curly rubber tail sticking out of their asses...Puppy Play is a specific fetish that I think is fascinating, and in my eyes, kinda hot to watch but not something I myself want to do. But I indulged him and put it inside me. We did various poses standing, bending over, on my knees, on my back. Usually, I get into the vibe of whatever role we're shooting for and love to explore. This was the first time I did not feel that. I didn't feel any inclination to play the role of a non-human being. And when I received the proofs, I was unsure how I felt about them. But I thought I'd leave it to you. Silly or hot? And do you want to see more of these? Or is this pic one of the shots I should never have released? You tell me. Look, I love having anything penetrating my butt, but...keeping it private and making it public are two completely different things, and maybe this is a bridge too far. Or not. Let me know.
That's my story and I'm stickin' to it.
Sometimes I like to do more involved videos like the previous role play one, and sometimes, I just want to lay back, get my cock hard, talk a little trash, and blow a load. I love to edge but I can't post the hours I have spent taking my dick almost to the brink and pulling it back, that great feeling of sustained tension that you never want to end--but of course, life and responsibilities get in the way so we can't spend our whole day and night jacking off. But wouldn't that be fantastic. I'm always amazed at how long I can keep the flow going before I have to let go of my juice. And then it's back to work. But for now, take out your cock, get it hard, play with your tits, finger your hole, whatever you like, and get off with me at the end of my edge. Right now, it's just "Daddy's Cock 'n You."
Since I reposted the "Skype Job Interview" the other day, I wanted to bring back the contrasting piece where I'm the interviewee, but this time in person. I love doing role plays and this one was a lot of fun to shoot, so if you have any suggestions for this kind of thing, message me. It's a reversal of that old adage...I call it "Undress For The Job You Want." Have I ever had to do this in real life to get a job? Well...it's all in the book (literally!). "
("Damn Shame" is available now wherever you buy your books--shameless plug!).
Have a great day!
Ok...one more post for the day. Another YogaBear Studio shoot from days gone by. Me, my leather, my cock, my ass--kind of like at a leather sex club in the 90s waiting for someone to come along, suck that dick, fuck that ass, and move on...next! I'll take all cummers...er...comers. I called this set "Meaty Graffiti." Join me at the club.
I've often been talked about on various gay forums, one of which can be kind of bitchy. Oh well. You put yourself out there the way I do, you have to expect it. One comment was that it looks like I never bathe. Guess what? I do. I'm actually pretty fastidious when it comes to hygiene. But just to say fuck 'em...and also because I'm told you want more pit shots...here are some pics that were taken during a very sweaty photo shoot, and I know I was ripe and a little haggard looking. Too bad...I wanted you to have a pit stop. So for you pit lovers (and not for my critics), get your nose in there and sniff. Lick it. Suck in my musk. Believe me...the man scent was strong. I'll be on the lookout for more pit shots from other shoots, but this happened to be under my nose today while prepping another set from the same day, and I wanted you to have them. Let me know what you think.
Came across this retro shoot from a NY photographer. I think it was on a trip back to NY after moving to LA, so it's from approximately 1999 and I was about 40. As you can tell, I certainly enjoyed myself.
