Happy Hump Day OF, Family ! Dropping this fashion, lifestyle photo from my photoshoot with JD Photography.
I'll be honest I was not feeling super cute or sexy that day, and the photos kind of show it, but this was my favorite photo from that shoot. I finally was able to drop into my heart and be a little playful. See, I was feeling a bit like an imposter at the moment. It's called imposter syndrome.
I was in my head thinking "Oh, man who would want to see photos of me modeling?" I grew up super shy, teased, and was always taught to be humble and never ever show off, especially not physically! So, I had to get out of my head and into my heart before I was finally able to have a little fun doing what I love. Has this ever happened to you? Do you sometimes live in your head too much? Let me know what you think of this photo in the comments!
And as always, Tips are always appreciated!! Remember, I am not a full time model and tips always help me to fund my modeling endeavors (the sexy photos, too!)
Happy New Year, OnlyFans Family ! What do you think of my fun and super sexy pink lingerie set I bought for the New Year?
I learned so much this year! I had so much to reflect on and I still have much to learn, but most importantly I've stayed focused on my goal of body acceptance and self love! I'm learning to love my wrinkles, saggy skin, and even the gray hairs that pop up! I hope you can learn to love yourself, too, and I can help you with my journey as a middle aged model.
I wanted to say, as always, I am so grateful for my OF Family. Thanks again for all your support, love, compliments, and tips. Peace and Blessings!
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to my OnlyFans Family ! I can't believe this year is almost over. Were you naughty or nice this year? I hope you get everything you ever wanted from Santa Clause! I would love for you to think of me as a special gift under the tree or in your holiday stalking this year....
I had a crazy year with many ups and downs. I learned a lot about myself and hopefully will continue to learn and grow in the New Year. The biggest lesson I learned is that I am the source. All the problems in my life are mine to fix - and that can be empowering and depressing at the same time. While some others may be at fault, ultimately, it is my life, and I get to fix all the problems in it that affect me. So hope you have learned a lot this year, too, and remember always - I Love You! xoxo Peace and Blessings !
HAPPY THANKSGIVING, ONLY FANS FAMILY !! This year I am so grateful for everything, especially my OnlyFans! You guys and gals have been so supportive of me on my journey as a middle aged model. When I first started my account, I didn't think anyone would want to see photos of my modeling, but I am so happy that I got to meet and chat with so many amazing people from around the World. I am truly blessed. So, thank you again for all your support, tips, likes, and positive comments.
Happy Halloween Everyone ! Tomorrow is Halloween in the U.S., and I hope everyone has a happy and sexy holiday! I decided to dress up as a French girl this year.
French beret, french lingerie, french bread.... lol. What do you think of my fun and silly costume? Peace and Blessings to you - stay safe and be nice to each other. Je t'aime mon amour ! XOXO.
Here it is! The second set from my girl on girl with the beautiful and talented @bambidoesrelationships ! This is the "dark" series. It was dark, sultry, and a little naughty. Same photographer - Jon Gunnar, same models - totally different vibe!
What do you think of our photoshoot together? I would love tips, likes, and comments to know what you think? Did you want to see me do more content like this? Please support Bambi and follow her, too !
Changes.... are a coming... la la la - Visiting Austin, TX for the first time this week. Trying to decide if I should move here or not. A lot of people are telling me to do it and really want me to make the move. I am currently completely on the fence. Lots of pros and cons as well. With everything in life, there are always trade offs. It just depends on what I want.
So trying to get clarity - What do you think? Have you ever made a big move or change? What were your considerations? Were you scared, anxious, questioning yourself? For sure, if I move, I will need to do a photoshoot in boots and a cowboy hat - maybe not much else!
Until then...enjoy my second set from the shoot I did with Cam Ladner Photography a while back. By the way, some people say I have no butt - what do you think? I just think it's a bubble butt - LOL - Peace and Blessings, OF Family ! xoxo
Thinking of you. I go through my day, with a big smile on my face. But deep down, I miss you so much.
I try to push the thoughts away. Doing, moving, achieving. But deep down, I miss you so much.
The smell of your hair, the touch of your skin. I can't get it out of my head. Deep down, I miss you so much.
If *only* you would call to say, hey. We could kiss in the rain. We could be so close again. Because deep down, I miss you so much.
Photo by Casey Arakawa Photography. Tips accepted always and greatly appreciated. Your tips help me fund my modeling endeavors. Peace and Blessing, OF Family.
My *first* OnlyFans collaboration! My first girl on girl ! I am so excited to share this with you. This is the "light" series. It is fun and playful. I found @bambidoesrelationships online and we met up in New Orleans to shoot and play. Please support her by following her, too !
What do you think of our photoshoot together? I would love tips, likes, and comments to know what you think? Did you want to see me do more content like this?
Happy End of Summer OnlyFans! I went to Florida with my family this week to enjoy a little sun, surf, and fun before fall starts! I finally was able to relax a bit, eat some ice cream, and enjoy life. It was a really great trip.
One day I went to the beach and there was some beautiful beach babes in their bikinis. I immediately went into my head and started to "compare and contrast". I thought about all the negative things - I'm 40! Should I still be wearing a bikini at my age?
Then, I got out of my head. Heck yeah! I get to enjoy myself and MY body as long as I want to! I hope I am still wearing bikinis in my senior years! LOL. I am too old and tired to care what others think - even my own negative self thoughts!
So this week, tell your inner critic to STFU and enjoy life - Life it too short to be judgmental - even of ourselves! Enjoy this fun photoshoot I did in Santa Rosa Beach, Florida!!
Another fun shot from Vikram Mark Photography ! Happy Wednesday OnlyFans! I hope you're having a nice summer. A lot of fans have been asking me about new photoshoots. I just did one yesterday. So new photos are coming very soon!! I also have mentioned that I am NOT a full time model. So I really do appreciate all those tips on FREE content. The content really isn't free. I still need to pay for shoots, lingerie, and all sorts of stuff to keep providing fun photos for my fans. So please tip! (Even if it's just a dollar or two!)
That being said, I didn't have the best week. I got mugged and the thief stole my purse! Then, two days later I got E. Coli poisoning. Not fun ! I was lucky the thief threw my phone in a planter - I guess he knows phones have location and tracking. So, luckily my phone was safe and found! I hope you are having a better week then I am - LOL.
I did learn a huge lesson from being mugged though. I was grateful to be safe, alive, and have no harm come to me. Ultimately, I just cancelled my cards and nothing bad happened. So I am lucky and grateful for my safety and health. Take care of each other. Peace and Blessings !! xoxo
Happy Weekend, OnlyFans Family ! What do you guys think of the artistic, playboy bunny vibe of this photo by Vikram Mark Photography?
I thought it was really fun and a little bit dark and moody compared to my normal vibe. Do you want to see more of this type of content? Let me know in the comments section! I will be in New Orleans this summer, and I already have more shoots lined up and can't wait to show you the art that is created -
I miss interacting with my fans - I know I haven't been consistent with my posting, I am trying my best. I need encouragement - LOL - some of you have also gotten a bit shy! Shoot me a message to say "hello". I love chatting, too.
Hi OnlyFans Family ! I hope you're doing good. I miss you guys. Please enjoy this photo from Casey Arakawa Photography. I remember this shoot well. It was very emotional for me because I was starting to get more into my body in photoshoots. Casey's artistic style and laid back energy made me feel very comfortable.
I wasn't worried about looking a certain way. I was just focused on being in the moment. It was a nice escape. I had done a photoshoot the day before and I was so anxious and nervous. It was a shoot with another model, and the energy was a lot different. I had felt more out of body - more in my head. Can you see how relaxed I am here? What are your thoughts on this photo? Leave me a comment !
*Peace and Blessings*
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By fan request, this is an oldie but goodie. Someone saw this photo elsewhere and asked me to post it on my OF Page. Photo by Mark Beck Photography. This photo was from the beginning of my modeling journey. I'm not sure how old I was in this photo, but definitely in my 20s - maybe late 20s. I started modeling at 25, which is actually considered very late for a model. Most models start way earlier than that -
See, I grew up extremely painfully shy growing up. I was so scared to talk or express myself in any way. Also, to think I could model was crazy. I was awkward, had terrible acne, and a mustache! - LOL - I didn't know anything about hair removal - Ha! Megan Fox had a mustache, too (and a unibrow) Google it ! It wasn't until I was in my mid-twenties when my Russian friend, Svetlana, encouraged me to do it, that I started to dip my toe in.
I found that it was a wonderful way to express myself physically and feel confident and sexy. I also learned about hair removal! So when I post photos for my fans, it's not about "showing off" or "look at me". It is my *art*. I am giving a piece of me - of my soul - and saying "Hope you can get to know me a little." - Happy Thursday OnlyFans! Peace and Blessings xoxo ~
Happy Wednesday OnlyFans! Sorry for my absence. Life caught up with me. Hoping I can continue on my OnlyFans journey. Right now I am in a very positive place. I have a lot of projects going and and I am busier than ever, but I also get overwhelmed, stressed and feel like I am just checking things off a list.
Do you ever feel this way? Any advice? How do you get everything you need to get done without letting everyone down or driving yourself insane?
Enjoy these photos from my photoshoot with Vikram Photography ! Peace and Blessings. xoxo
Happy Wednesday OnlyFans! I missed my post last week, and I was so sad about it. I think some of you know I am not a full time model. So, I do have to keep the lights on somehow. I would love to model full time for my fans with fun, empowering, and sexy photos but I do need your support to keep my model page going ! So please send tips or at least likes and comments. :)
Just got my photos back from my shoot with Vikram Mark Photography. Do you like this one? It's a bit tame and understated, but there are a lot more sexy ones in the bunch ! Would love your feedback either way. PEACE AND BLESSINGS - xoxo
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Happy Wednesday OnlyFans, Family ! I hope you're having a great week. I *finally* am. I've been struggling so much recently with mental health issues. I am happy to finally have a nice calm week. This week, I have been embracing life and trying to be in the moment.
I've heard that a lot "be in the moment". It bothers me sometimes. It seems like something "woke" white ladies say to sound zen, but it's true. We spend so much time worrying about the future or thinking about all the things we did wrong in the past, it is hard to forget that sometimes it's really nice just to enjoy the moment - to be at peace and to say "hey, everything is okay and everything will be okay."
I hope you take some time to be grateful for your life and realize it's all going to be okay! PEACE AND BLESSINGS!
I hope you enjoy this photo from my photoshoot in New Orleans with Cam Ladner Photography ! If you do, please leave a tip. So, I can keep shooting more fun content for my OF.
I loved this fun shoot with Edsger Photography. Edsger likes subtle sexy, classy, and I think his style of off the shoulder photos is unique and a bit of a tease. With social media models showing almost everything and free explicit videos available online, I feel like the art of sexy is being lost! I love being sexy. That's why I started this OnlyFans page to show off my model photos.
I wanted to show a different side of me that was apart from my comedic, intellectual, joke-writing side. I wanted to show that pretty can be funny, but also middle aged can be pretty! Women age. We grow - we become more than just girls. We become sexual, accept ourselves, and own our bodies, and I think that is a wonderful thing! I don't think you should ever stop accepting yourself and learning and growing because otherwise you aren't alive anymore!
Have a great week my OnlyFans! Peace and Blessings!
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I started modeling later in life. When I was a little girl, I was so shy. When I hit puberty, I was very awkward and not that pretty. I had braces, acne, and bad hair. I remember the first time anyone told me I was pretty. I was in high school, and helping out special needs kids. A girl with down syndrome told me, "Wow. You're pretty."
It was the first time anyone had ever told me that, and I cried. I still don't know if I am attractive or not. Beauty is subjective and maybe some people out there think I look okay on the outside. I do know that I love modeling. I love the way it makes me feel, and I love sharing my art with my OnlyFans. I also know it will fade, just like everything else. So, I want to share my art with you as long as I can, and I know that it's what is on the inside that counts, but it's still fun to wear knee high stalkings out on the street and strike a pose! I love you guys!
Enjoy this photoshoot I did in New Orleans with Cam Ladner Photography. I hope that you have a great week and my posts make you smile. - PEACE AND BLESSINGS!
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Hi OnlyFans! I am trying to raise money for my next photoshoot with Vikram Mark Photography! I need to raise money for wardrobe, make up, and editing, and other services. As always, if you contribute in any amount, you will get first look, special photos that I won't release to the public. Also please note I am not a full time model. So, your donations help me to keep going on OF. Thank you so much! Any amount helps!! xoxo
Easy like Sunday morning...that's how I felt taking these fun photos with Casey Arakawa Photography in the rented downtown L.A. studio loft. I felt carefree, happy, sexy, and loving. I love modeling. I get to show a side of me that is intimate, open...vulnerable. I get to make love to the camera and accept myself in the moment as I am.
I wish I could take this into all aspects of my life but sometimes we have to have our walls up, be cold and protective. This life is not always easy. It can be hard, mean, and harsh. It can be filled with failures and sadness, but for a few brief moments I can be the best version of myself and share it with you... I hope you like the photos this week! This is me being my best self. PEACE AND BLESSINGS !!
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Oh boy ! Happy hump day, OnlyFans! So.... tomorrow is my birthday and I officially turn the Big 4-0, and I am STILL having all sorts of feelings about it. Will I be considered beautiful by society any longer? Desirable? Do I still care what other people think? I'm 40! I know beauty comes from within but, man, once your knee starts cracking when you are just sitting down, it doesn't feel like it !
So with this post, I wanted to say. I am going to be 100% honest. I *DO* care a bit, and I don't like when people pretend they DON'T care. I think you need to be real with yourself in order to accept yourself and learn and grow. I have friends (of all genders) that pretend they don't care about getting older, but then get really upset and hide their birthday, get jealous of younger people and hate on them, and act passive agressive.
The way I am choosing to look at it is to pretend I am already on my deathbed. I would probably tell myself, "Hey, enjoy 40, honey. You will miss it when you're my age." So, that's what I am going to do. Tomorrow, I booked a pole dancing class - videos soon? Lol... And I have karaoke planned with my best friends at night! I am going to have a blast and hopefully "Deathbed Me" would be proud. Hope you live fully today no matter what your age. Peace and Blessings and THANK YOU for following my journey! By the way, what do you think of these photos by my friend Charlie? Please leave a positive comment or "like". So, I know if you want more of this type of content.
Photos by: Charlie Vaughn of Raven Wood Pictures
Happy New Year, OnlyFans! This photo really represents how I feel - like there are two of me. I am turning 40 next week, and honestly, I have all sorts of feelings about it. Part of me is happy I am turning 40. Aging is a privilege not everyone can enjoy. I have lost many close friends and family members. I am lucky to be alive and to share my joy for another year with the World!
But part of me is deeply sad. A lot of society believes that I won't be sexy anymore, I have no value, and I am to be tossed away. My body is aging, sagging, and changing. I have wrinkles and gray hair! I'm not a girl anymore. I am very much a woman. I am navigating the World in my next chapter. I don't know what life will bring, but I hope you will come along for my journey of self-acceptance and love! With your support, I hope to still be posting beautiful, artistic, sensual, and sexy photos when I am 50 and beyond. Peace and Blessings, OnlyFans!
Photo by: Casey Arakawa Photography.
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Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays, OnlyFans! Hope you enjoy this photo from my photo shoot with Cam Ladner Photography in New Orleans! Special shout out to all my fans who donated to my campaign for this shoot. Wow - I am so lucky. Tips and donations not only help me fund my photo shoots, but they also let me know that you guys want to see my photos!
I was teased growing up. I had terrible acne, braces, and really bad hair! I was a very nerdy and shy kid, and I never thought in a million years anyone would care about seeing my modeling photos. It's taken me years to be confident enough to share my art with the World, and just in time for me to turn - middle aged. - Ha! Now my body is changing- sagging, graying, and wrinkling, but that's WHY I started this page.
I am learning and growing...challenging myself to accept ALL of me - from the timid unattractive little girl to the middle aged woman; I want to accept and love myself, and hopefully inspire YOU to love and accept yourself, too. I hope to be showing off sensual and lovely modeling photos for many years with your support. Peace and Blessings! xoxo
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays! Thank you so much for subscribing to my profile. I was so scared to start an OnlyFans account. I don't really put my modeling out there and I've always been shy about my appearance, since I was teased growing up. But I am so grateful and thankful to all my subscribers, fans, and friends! The tips, likes, and positive comments make me feel like I can keep going on and that someone wants to see my photos and share my journey of body and self-acceptance. Thank you so much for your support! Love you guys - peace and blessings!
Hi OnlyFans - Enjoy this week's post from Edsger Photography! I loved shooting with him. We did an "off the shoulder" look which I think is *subtly* sexy and playful. I don't think you have to be totally nude to be sexy. I think you can show a little bit of skin and give people a tease, but also sexiness can be about attitude, beauty, and personality, too.
I know I have met people I thought were *soo* attractive, but then they opened their mouth and had nothing important, interesting, funny, or nice to say. Yuck! I love modeling. Part of my journey of self-acceptance is being comfortable enough to show my fans who I really am. I think this photo is very intimate and vulnerable because I am showing you my true essence through the lens.
I hope you like it! Love you guys! Peace and Blessings. Hope you have a nice holiday season.
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A few more photos from my sexy lingerie shoot/set with Dropout Photography! I know it sounds cliche, but I am actually very shy. It sounds crazy. How can someone who models call themselves shy?
People are only seeing the work in progress, not the years that it took to build up to get to where I am! I used to be so scared, I wouldn't even ask a stranger for a napkin! I have come out of my shell over the years, but it took a lot to conquer my fears and insecurities, and I am still working on it every day.
So, please *BE NICE* if you like my photos, and just be kind, in general - to everyone you come across. Encouragement goes a long way, but we are all struggling with our own demons. Enjoy the fruits of my labor! Hope you guys have a great week, OnlyFans! I really appreciate you all a lot, and remember: I love to chat and I am not a full time model. So tips help me pay for my modeling endeavors !
Happy December, OnlyFans! I had a really tough Thanksgiving Holiday. I had to put my dog down of 15 years. I know a lot of people say "it's just a dog", but he was my best friend and my fur "son". He was the longest relationship I ever had! I really loved that little guy, but as always, life is a lesson.
My little dog taught me to keep fighting and stay positive. He wasn't doing well the last few years, but he kept going on. He always had a happy smile on his face, and he was so cute and loving.
I hope that I have the same strength as that little dog - trying to move on even when life is hard and have a smile on my face and stay upbeat as much as I can. Life is really crazy sometimes, but if a little dog can put one paw forward, I can put my best foot forward and keep going! I hope you try to stay hopeful this week, even if things are difficult for you. Peace and Blessings to all my fans!
Photo by Shane F. King Photography.
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Shibari or Kinbaku means the beauty of tight binding. It is a Japanese form of bondage that is also considered a work of art! I had the honor of modeling for my friend, photographer, Shane F. King.
This is a short set, but more to come soon... So, if you like it, stay tuned! Let me know your thoughts? I like how artistic it looks and unique. For me, it is a metaphor for life and aging. As I age, things on my body move and change but they can still be beautiful despite what mainstream society says about middle-aged women. With Kinbaku, you are taking something that could be considered sinful - bondage and in an artistic way making it beautiful.
I hope you all have things in your life that you can view as beautiful that might be traditionally thought of as not so. Life isn't just black/white, good/bad, or ugly/beautiful. There is beauty in everything if you open your eyes and mind to see it. Peace and Blessings to all my OnlyFans! Keep spreading love and light...
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Happy Thanksgiving, OnlyFans family ! I had a really tough year but through everything, there's always something to be grateful and thankful for. This year I am thankful for my health. Health is numbero uno and a lot of people take being healthy for granted. If you're not sick, in the hospital, or dealing with a chronic illness, you're doing better than most people!
And if you are dealing with chronic pain or illness, know that you can have good days, too! I struggle, like everyone else, but on this Thanksgiving I am doing good, and I get to cherish the good times when they are here. So, let's be thankful for something today, dang it!
I love my OnlyFans family and hope you guys have a nice holiday. Enjoy this photo from the very talent Casey Arakawa Photography!
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